1999
December 1999

12-30-99 (16:40)

  • think mom's computer is working now.
  • uncle's needs work...hopefully the damn scanner and printer get along otherwise i'm fucked.
  • doing a lot of driving all over the city.
  • if everyone drove a stick shift the world would be a better place: 1) better gas mileage 2) less braking in traffic leads to more constant flow of traffic
  • only in LA can you be driving a 67 bug while being surrounded (litterally) by expeditions, 8-series Benzs, Bentleys, etc. at one point today I was surrounded by 8 cars in traffic and the total cost of the 8 must have been over 1 million dollars. Ferraris, Rolls Royces, etc. I see them all over the place driving like idiots while talking on their cell phones. quite amazing.

  • 12-26-99 (19:03)

  • being at home loses its luster really fast.
  • i hate computers. note to all: don't ask me for help with computers because i don't like fucking things up even more. that makes two years in a row.
  • xmas was fine.
  • bye.

  • 12-20-99 (14:41)

  • went to another rage against the machine concert...of course it rocked, but we weren't on the floor so it wasn't as good.
  • there's a big difference between being a spectator to the music and being part of the music.
  • at any rate it was good...gang starr was a lot better this time and last time they weren't that bad. they learned a lot in regards to dealing with rage against the machine fans. they got down the whole flicking people off thing pretty nicely. they pumped the crowd up more and bored them less, this time around.
  • the great western forum is kinda gay. they had the sound board in the middle of the floor and then they had refreshments on the floor too. there was less room for people on the floor and making a mad dash for it wasn't really an option like it was at arco arena. they were much better staffed, but then again it is LA.
  • the mosh pits got pretty bad, but for the most part were pretty woosie-esque. it seemed to me that in sacramento anytime in the mosh pit would have been a serious time, whereas in LA most of the time it was just running in circles, but when they got serious, they got pretty serious.
  • rage changed their lineup... 1) Testify 2) Guerrilla Radio 3) People of the Sun 4) Calm Like A Bomb 5) Bullet in the Head 6) Ghost of Tom Joad 7) Vietnow 8) Sleep Now In The Fire 9) Born of a Broken Man 10) No Shelter 11) Know Your Enemy 12) War Within A Breath ENCORE 13) Bulls on Parade 14) Rare Filler Track (might be boomerang - NOT year of the boomerang) then he had a speech about Mumia Abu-Jamal 15) Freedom 16) Killing in the Name
  • need to go xmas shopping.

  • 12-18-99 (12:46)

  • aol and walmart join forces. microsoft and best buy join forces. gay.
  • las vegas leads in population growth...who says our country isn't going to hell?
  • done with school
  • leave today. won't update very much...maybe twice.
  • finals were pretty good.
  • during the hell week my paper grades are as follows: B on the English porn star paper (she said it was 'well written' but too liberal, 88/100 on the History 17A paper, 96/100 on the POL 163 paper, and an A on the English Designated Hitter Debate paper. haven't gotten back the POL 131 paper yet....did the worst on that one i think.

  • 12-17-99 (03:28)

  • mumia talks on WTO
  • did final update for the landmark cds in my life thing.
  • next year's budget is going to suck ass unless my job pays well. it won't. car and rent increase (again).
  • i don't know what to get hattie, scott, gio, or stacy for xmas. i want to give custom CDs, but most people, except stacy and maybe vern, don't seem to really enjoy them.
  • i've got a final at 1030. i should study for that some more.
  • i slept 18 hours...from 9am to 3am. that's a record for me.
  • i'm done with work. they threw a big ass party for me and everything. that's a lie.
  • jon was using my line for the last 30 something hours...but now it seems to be done.
  • winamp changed their site big time.
  • i'm going to buy apocalypshit the CD tomorrow.
  • my back hurts because i slept too long. i may be getting sick. damn stacy.
  • updated recent movies list. updated cd list.
  • not sure why i update mp3 list or cd list or movies list or any of those stupid lists because people don't really look at them and they only waste my time and make it easier to procrastinate.
  • bye

  • 12-15-99 (01:02)

  • vern's got this idea of posting a few CDs that made him a man on johnny's webpage. it's kind of like my 3 cd set of landmark songs i made when i was bored and really into making mix CDs. it's a good idea, of course, but it's also more 'self-indulgent' than a webpage. this is the enigma that is vern. naturally i have no problem at all with it, after all i post more self-indulgent things than that - my papers online, my gay cd list, etc....all on MY webpage...boy i'm so full of myself it's sickening. at any rate i think it's a good idea so in addition to the 'landmarks' cds i made a while back, i'll also be posting a few full albums that have defined certain periods of my life....oh and vern don't take the above commentary personally if you happen to read this, take it for what it is - an observation. and should you happen to observe that i'm an asshole then, please, point that out. here
  • i'm craving mountain dew...i'm officially a fiend.
  • ac/dc - big balls. very good song.

  • 12-14-99 (20:02)

  • if i'm not at home i'm at work, school, or out with one of my roommates. this implies i have nowhere else to go. i should get new friends.
  • when i think of a song i usually can't remember how the beat goes. i can usually remember approx. how long it is. i have to watch a movie several times before remembering specific scenes with any degree of consistency.
  • my keyboard and maybe some IDE cables are the only things left from my original computer. this is not to imply that anyone should/does care
  • bored.
  • having a cd-writer certainly is nice.
  • going to start another mindless project - make a list of CDs i 'need' to copy for my huge waste of money/cds/time - the portable cd collection. i wish other people organized shit as well as i do so i could borrow from them as easily.
  • for being so grounded in reality i sure am quite the dreamer.
  • tristan says we should eat lunch and talk...i say he should eat me. i'm unforgiving - i should discover jesus.

  • 12-14-99 (10:31)

  • i almost regret going to the rage concert before any others. it amazed and moved me so much that i don't think any other show could do that. the beastie boys will be amazing in a different way, but other than that i think most concerts are going to suck in comparison.
  • i took one final today...history 17a, american history up to the civil war. wasn't so great. got back the paper in that class was good enough to take away the potential bad grade on the final. the TA likes me too so the discussion grade should be decent...i actually talked in class so that doesn't hurt...uh well most of the time it didn't.
  • pretty much have enough money for xmas and car insurance so that's good considering i don't have a job as of the day after tomorrow. i propose instead of having to say 'the day after tomorrow'...we should from this day forth say: 'twomorrows' - it seems that if 'tomorrow' can be replaced with 'the day after today', then there should be something for 'the day after tomorrow' - just a thought.
  • next final is tomorrow at 130pm - shouldn't be too bad.
  • 'because i got it like that' - jungle brothers. good song.
  • you should do something today.

  • 12-13-99 (05:26)

  • yes, sleep patterns are not normal at all.
  • updated recent movies list. saw green mile tonight.
  • my friend steve works at the theater and let us in around midnight and showed me how the projector works and everything...then we had the theater to ourselves the whole night it was really cool. hattie and manuel brought stacy and some food. i'd like to work at a theater during the nights so i could setup the reels and just watch a movie whenever i wanted. damn that would be cool. the movie was good and sad. i cried. tom hanks is good, i have to admit it.
  • put a bunch of my cds into the cdplayer.ini file...somewhat useless...but might come in handy if i make a giant cd list again.
  • now that i'm done with my papers i just have finals. yip.
  • i woke up at around 11pm so it's around 4pm for me...which means i should be awake for another 7 hours or so. i have a final on tuesday at 8am...so maybe i'll go to sleep around 2pm and then wake up around 11pm and then study till my final take it, come home, sleep, study for next final, take it, sleep, study, study, sleep, study, study, take finals, have sex, sleep, have sex, go home, sleep. or something.

  • 12-12-99 (12:41)

  • sleep patterns are amazing lately.
  • SF plays Atlanta today...there is a good chance they win this one
  • updated the recent movies list
  • need to buy lots of xmas presents...or make lots of cds...
  • i might be driving up to davis...in a 67 VW bug.
  • the top 100 lists are starting to pop up more and more and i haven't found even one that i agree with on more than 50% of the choices...i'm sure all my friends are tired of hearing my bitching about this or that choice.

  • 12-11-99 (07:04)

  • well i cleaned the mess...only took a couple hours...i'm tired.
  • chili peppers do a good version of "love rollercoaster"
  • forgot what was going here.
  • going to play a game.

  • 12-11-99 (04:34)

  • party was overall a success.
  • my monitor has turned off twice in the last 30 seconds.
  • updated recent movies list updated papers list, not especially happy about the papers, but you win some you lose some.
  • drinking to the point that it alters your behavior is something i don't understand. i also don't really understand love...so take that for what you will.
  • place is really dirty...all will be clean though.
  • my 5-10 shift sucked more than any shift i've ever worked...kids were asking for it...whatever "it" means. extremely annoying. i was tired all day...and look at me...awake past my bedtime again.
  • i'm itchy all over and it sucks.
  • got paid, but didn't pickup check - dumb.
  • manuel gave me a ride so that was cool...i didn't miss too much of the party.
  • i wanted to write something here, but i forget what it was...
  • windows 98 is slow. microsoft is the king of false advertising. bill gates should die.

  • 12-10-99 (01:13)

  • had overnight...didn't go to sleep...been awake too long.. have to revise my personal statement and write some papers on short stories i read. i manage time like i mack on chicks - i don't.
  • party it tomorrow, hopefully i sleep by then. get paid tomorrow...hell yea. it should be good
  • i got my turntable, but wouldn't you know it - the counterweight was nowhere to be found...so hopefully the woman send me one, otherwise i'm screwed...the front is way too heavy...other than that it's great...wish i could play a record.
  • my monitor sucks more today than ever...turned off, by itself mind you, about 8 times today....i think i'll just keep it on. i think it needs time to warm up so i'll just leave it warm if the computer is on.
  • i've been tired since 5pm when i was falling asleep in class.
  • i hope my english teacher doesn't think i'm a slacker...i hope i get an A in that class. i hope i pass poli sci 131. all will be revealed in a couple weeks.

  • 12-09-99 (0948)

  • who's the gutterslutt on my message board?
  • it's funny, jessica t. (a girl who used to be at the shelter - she's "Rebecca" in my story), was one client i had the least hope for...and as such i looked at her with a certain amount of disdain and sadness that someone could be so fucked up - having sex with 30 year olds...whoring herself out...doing drugs, etc. but then come back later and, after a couple runaways, turn around 180 degrees...it was fucking uncanny. so at one time i saw her as everything that was fucked up about society and then later everything that could be so good. weird like that.
  • next wednesday is my last day there. i'm not expecting a going away party.

  • 12-07-99 (22:54)

  • well i'm still awake...gotten 4.5 hours of sleep in the last 3 days almost. i'm going to sleep soon.
  • the paper is due on thursday, it turns out that my strategy early in the year to fool myself ended up working.
  • updated cd list.
  • catalog shit is going to work...if not i kill the planet.
  • in total i consumed 5 liters of mountain dew in less than a week...not as bad as last quarter, but this morning i was tripping out pretty bad...my head was having problems and for about 3 hours i couldn't write for shit...i'll use my extra time to proof-read the essay that isn't due until thursday...flesh it out a bit on the overnight maybe.
  • need to tidy up room.

  • 12-07-99 (10:51)

  • got about another page (double spaced 12 pt) to go before it's finished. i have over 5 hours before it's due. good.
  • printing out draft...need to flesh out...organization is fair...arguments are good...sticking to topic is decent...bleh.
  • i spent all night getting this room warm...it's nice and toasty now...at least a 4 degree difference from the kitchen.

  • 12-07-99 (09:51)

  • around half way done.

  • 12-7-99 (08:30)

  • mountain dew officially has fucked with my head...i'm having troubles now.
  • listening to rage...skipped miles davis...need to get back on track.
  • killing in the name of!

  • 12-7-99 (06:35)

  • working on the intro now...two paragraphs through...coming along....must set good base.
  • dj shadow playing...then coleman and davis.
  • 07:07...oh shit...the mountain dew doesn't taste very good anymore...when that happened last time i got wasted...better lay off it for a while.

  • 12-7-99 (05:39)

  • having something to write about and knowing an effective way to organize it are two separate things...having trouble outlining shit under nice clear categories....don't want to just say before and after cold war...maybe before then under that have goals, policies to achieve goals and then the same for after? don't think that would work...ahhh
  • why does everyone dog (knock, put down, etc) 70s music? if not for funk, disco, and glam rock there wouldn't have been the 80s rock of the scorpions, skid row, guns n' roses...as for funk and disco...uhm can someone say hip-hop? shiiit! now knocking 90s gay hop and the boy bands of the 80s and 90s i can understand becuase neither will ever amount to anything except future mockery.
  • whodini is bumping now...before was fu-shnickens...go hip-hop.
  • next is dj shadow...both cds of the preemptive strike...speaking of which i should get back to writing about the cold war and its end having an effect on US democracy.
  • 90% of the 30 richest countries are in temperate (as opposed to tropical) zones.
  • 67% of the world's infections are in Africa.
  • GNP per capita in Sweden is over 30K, in France its around 15K, in Sudan its 59 bucks. remember, though, that they farm to subsist so if they didn't make any money at all they would still be living...albeit without DVD and Windows...as for the latter they are lucky bastards...the former (DVD) i can understand them not liking having to do without.
  • of the children who die before the age of five - 98% are from Africa.
  • Burundi life expectancy - 41. Canada 76. Congo 48.
  • 5:55 someone's car alarm is going off.
  • strategy is spelled using one had all the to the end...it's hard to type strategy fast. fuck, however, is really easy.
  • if you know how to program make a program for me: i'd like to be able to say to people when giving them my phone number that my number is "newsexy" or whatever it might be...however i don't have the time to figure out if my phone number works out to spell anything...so make a program that does that and you will be cool...and kind of a dork.

  • 12-7-99 (4:53)

  • starting outline now. i suck. win98 sucks more.

  • 12-7-99 (04:03)

  • stomach be hurting.
  • no doubt cd (tragic kingdom) has more funk elements than i thought...it's better than the last time i listened to it too.
  • haven't started yet...i have 12 hours left. going to write the outline right now.
  • man the no doubt cd is a lot more diverse sounding than i ever remember. weird. not saying it's a check your head or anything, but still...
  • my interview with Luke is up on his page...it has its moments, but overall marc's was more funny, i think.
  • have lots of little things to tend to...like unclutter room, etc....can wait.
  • johnny is cool.
  • advil tastes sweet.
  • good chance that i get the car during the xmas break.

  • 12-7-99 (03:13)

  • still haven't started the writing yet.
  • epmd rocking it.
  • party is on friday...need to make tapes for that
  • my receiver has been getting played all day lately. good boy.

  • 12-7-99 (01:23)

  • took a three hour nap after class and initial library research.
  • now i'm reading the books. i have about 15 hours to finish...oddly enough i looked at the syllabus and it says it's a 10-15 page paper, but he changed it to a max of 10 (this i'm sure about...it's in my notes), but on my calender i have it as due tomorrow...the syllabus says it's due thursday...but i'm not risking it...i may have been a really smart guy and written it in on my calender earlier than it was due just to make sure the paper was good. or not and it's just a mistake.
  • fuck computers.
  • I Fought The Law and the law won.

  • 12-6-99 (09:56)

  • finished.
  • finished the english paper too! be wary of that one...i hope i don't get kicked out of school =)
  • it's nice and toasty in my room...well not once you open the door, then all the 63 degree weather from the kitchen comes in my room...dammit!
  • updated the interesting shit page. be wary of that too. very wary.
  • my stomach hurts. i want a ride to school and a ride back. i have to research mad shit at the library as soon as i get out of class....and start on another paper.

  • 12-6-99 (07:17)

  • coming along, but slowly...i'll finish, but with how much time to spare?
  • listening to muddy waters.

  • 12-06-99 (06:08)

  • not doing too badly. more than half way done...approaching this in an extremely scattered way...i'm bouncing all over the place and starting new paragraphs before finishing others...it might suck.
  • listening to marilyn manson...but that's not why the paper is scattered...it's because i'm not sure what they want or if i even have enough information. i don't know if he wants an analysis of documents or merely for me to use documents to support my case. what is my argument? i guess that differing views regarding spirituality and property between indians and white bastards led to increased conflict culminating in my living in california where no white person should have lived unless surrounded by indians.

  • 12-6-99 (04:44)

  • i'm pretty much just starting...way behind.
  • i need to do my english paper too - it's a 'personal statement' like the ones for admission into grad school. here's my plan...it'll make the paper go by waaay faster: many of the same qualities that make me such a great fucker (note to self: come up with a better word here) also have helped me achieve success as a scholar. my ability to get hard after cum shot and prepare for yet another shot at a different angle has made me the desire of all porn directors; this talent in my studies, too, has proved useful when faced with difficult situations (use some example like...when i got hit by a car and run over repeatedly i was able to come back write several back to back 10 page papers - the cum shot of academia). my versatility in porn has proven useful and even dubbed me 'position guru' - in my studies my inclination for and ability in several subjects has garnered much respect in the liberal arts field - having taken classes from geology and physics to sociology and philosophy. i'll sum up - as you may have gathered i'm an interesting, complex, unique individual. i think this diverse combination makes me a good partner with your university of the same qualities.
  • elders...please don't reprimand me for the above.
  • we'll see how it works....it's almost 5 i must start...paper is due at 11am. 5 pages or so to go....thanks to the earlier rough draft.
  • listened to harmonia 76, tangerine dream, enya, perrey and kingsley, and now the carpenters...they rock....baby baby baby oh baby...i love you...i really do!

  • 12-6-99 (01:07)

  • in almost three hours i haven't gotten anywhere...distractions...lack of good material...i'm tired...this is sucking right now.
  • need to listen to rage or shower or run or get laid or find something of interest in the reading.
  • mountain dew isn't kickin my ass at all...built up tolerance? gay.
  • BDP (boogie down productions) was a bit of a disappointment.
  • oh yea i got another cd too - harmonia 76 with brian eno...pretty decent.
  • updated wish list

  • 12-5-99 (21:22)

  • I got eleven cds and all but four were hip hop. one (wyclef's) was just for the duplicate case so i didn't count that.
  • hip hop is rocking right now. i've further divided my cd case...i used to have rock, techno, compilations, spoken word/comedy, jazz, and classical all seperate...now i added a hip hop category.
  • so far the biggest surprise is the EPMD...they fucking rock more than i expected...a tribe called quest and Ice-T i expected to be good, but i wasn't sure about epmd...as it turns out they're pretty dope...sampling bob marley, steve miller, kook and the gang, beastie boys, etc. as a genre hip hop is my favorite...jazz is more interesting and has more history, but in 20 years hiphop has come so far...except lately with the advent of what i call gay hop or pop hop. rock of course is a huge genre so i don't really count that.
  • i got coleman's free jazz which has a bonus take. and miles davis' bitches brew so my jazz collection earned 200% of the respect it once had, just with those additions. now to get some bird and diz. i also got isaac hayes. overall i'm extremely pleased with the 35 dollars i spent.
  • i'm also extremely happy with the versatility of my cd case.
  • i need to start preparing for my paper now....i'll update periodically during it.
  • just found a beastie boys sample (that is, a sample the beastie boys used) from epmd..."it's like the lotto - you have to be in it to win it." they used it on paul's boutique (1989) from epmd strictly business (1988). dope. god i love hip hop for that reason, among others.
  • i like the content of luke's page.
  • i like the design of phil's page.
  • i like the diversity of johnny's (i still consider it johnny's) page.
  • i've noticed that win98 scrolls faster when moving around using the arrows.

  • 12-5-99 (10:55)

  • overnight was fast...i'm tired.
  • i have 9 pager due tomorrow. great.
  • ten pager due the next day. very bad.
  • i also have a one page english paper (assigned on wed.) due on monday. fuck.
  • SF is losing to Cin. Mariucci is going to get fired. we suck. fuck.
  • updated cd list
  • i think i watched a movie recently, but i forget what it was...or if i really did....maybe part of a movie?
  • i shattered my cd goal...i have 341 (335 was the goal)...i still have xmas and 26 more days to buy cds.
  • i have no job as of the 16th.
  • what if nothing existed? going anymore into that would be futile.
  • i have lots of new cds...will listen to while doing my history and poli sci papers.
  • mountain dew is only 2 liters...may need more.
  • i'm tired.
  • my job has sucked big time at parts, but i'm going to miss the good kids...some of them were really cool.
  • memories. track was the bomb. so was getting action. so was not having ten page papers. so was being a freshman
  • good night. wake me up by 7.

  • 12-04-99 (09:35)

  • 15 hours shift is done and gone. have overnight tonight...i'm going to sleep.
  • 20 pages of writing due by tuesday. shitorama.
  • i'm over my cd goal, but i'll update that later.
  • updated recent movies list
  • tired.

  • 12-02-99 (12:37)

  • two papers down. two to go...totalling 19 pages...3 of those pages are done.
  • i listened to so many cds tonight it's crazy.
  • i'm not tired, but i will be...in 6 hours after i get out of class. damn.

  • 12-02-99 (10:55)

  • been slacking...still not done. maybe another hour. another full page of single space to go i'd guess.
  • updated papers list...will be up by 2pm (POL 163 paper)

  • 12-02-99 (09:31)

  • question of the day - who is the ebay user with the highest feedback? i've seen over 5000...if you've seen higher tell me.

  • 12-02-99 (08:36)

  • my back hurts - massage me please.
  • i'm a good way through it.
  • may get to take a one hour nap...i'm not tired though. and after nap proofread this sucker.
  • i have 6 more hours. cake.
  • tom petty is bumping now...before that was tool, preceded by pi soundtrack, elvis costello, kraftwerk, orbital, green day, white zombie, queen, aerosmith, deep purple, perrey & kingsley, air, and elo. dman i love 5 da 5 disc changer. next is ten years after...then i'll exchange four more cds.

  • 12-02-99 (07:52)

  • let it flow, let yourself go, slow and low that is the tempo. - beastie boys
  • flowing now. not ebbing.

  • 12-02-99 (06:22)

  • w-r-i-t-e-r-s  b-l-o-c-k

  • 12-02-99 (06:00)

  • that was a long break.
  • http://us.imdb.com/bottom_100_films (i've seen about five of them...nice list)

  • 12-02-99 (04:12)

  • moving right along...have the preface and intro pretty much down...now to the bulk...after a break.

  • 12-02-99 (02:05)

  • starting...

  • 12-02-99 (01:04)

  • suffered major setback...talked to phil, but it's all good.
  • i'm downloading adobe golive 4.0 - html editor type shit.
  • i'm downloading adobe photoshop 5.5 - i have no use for this (since i have 5.0 already), but i want to download.

  • 12-02-99 (00:22)

  • dinner took longer than expected, but that's fine. paper will start soon enough.
  • exaggeration is the root of ALL evil.
  • if there is one thing i can't stand it's intolerance.
  • win98 takes longer to log onto the server.

  • 12-01-99 (22:47)

  • updated archive page...the november update was the largest ever...60K.
  • starting paper...i have a good base of research down. i'm going to eat and then recap my research...write a brief outline...dick around on the computer and get started around 1am.
  • maybe i'll get a couple of easy internet quotes too.
  • i'm doing (yet another) paper on the tobacco industry. this time it's on the anti-smoking lobby. i did one paper on the likelihood of the government cutting the tobacco industry a deal...that was freshman year. then last year i did a paper on the result of knowledge and the movement to ban television advertising of tobacco. by my senior year i'll be able to write a book. speaking of which - i've used the same book as a reference all three times.
  • i'm most worried about the paper due on tuesday for my foreign policy of the US class.
  • i put in my resignation today...well actually stacy is taking it in for me. i'm not working overnight...hattie wanted to switch and it actually works out better this way. only problem is i have work from 5p to 8am (fri. - sat.). that sucks. i kinda wanted to work the overnight with steven on thursday so i could help him get away from sandy, but doesn't look like that would work...i have class from 11-1 the next day, then radio show from 3-4:20, then of course the 5p-8a shift...which was oddly approved. usually they don't allow 15hour shifts. means lots of dough on my penultimate pay check, which is fine by me.
  • i totally forgot it was december...that's why it took me a while to update the archive page...and i've been writing down all purchases in my november budget...darn.
  • water isn't boiling yet. having pasta.
  • spell check on my email program works after the format (before it didn't).
  • i have more program crashes, but i've only had one major freeze - thanks to IE 5.0 of course. i'm going to upgrade right now.
  • i'll be updating this a lot as a break throughout the night/morning/afternoon. =)

  • 12-01-99 (15:24)

  • i want a new monitor more than anything else on my wish list. my current monitor turns off whenever it feels like it. this is a very bad situation when writing papers or doing anything else. i'm actually afraid it's going to blow up in my face, which would suck. it's lasted pretty long considering it was in the basement of the peninsula hotel gathering dust for probably 3 or more years.
  • went to sleep at 8am...2.5 hours of sleep.
  • i have lots of material for my paper...23.5 hours left before it's due.
  • i should take a quick nap now. oops i need to eat first. then i'll sleep for a couple hours. wake me up at 6pm.
  • bye.

  • 12-01-99 (00:30)

  • updated recent movies list. again.
  • it's december - pretty crazy.
  • first quarter of third year is over in a couple weeks.
  • this is the beginning of the rest of your (and my) life.
  • been having quite the time finishing up the catalogs...i've got it down so that i can let the computer make most of the replacements to separate the fields though, so that is good.
  • gn'r live cd is good - they're a better live band than i thought
  • one paper down...three to go.
  • researching for the second right now.
  • don't know what to do for new years...phil wants to go to jon's but there is going to be quite a few of gaylords there. looks like the trip to SF might not work either. we'll see.

  • i should go.

    11-30-99 (03:00)

  • going to sleep soon.
  • updated papers page...added two under english 101.
  • someone has been clicking on my sponsor a lot.
  • fuck peace cuz the streets got our babies - 2PAC
  • english paper is done. need to finish off the history paper - due monday...6 hours maybe.
  • poli sci paper #1 - 10-15 pages and research (lots) due thursday i have the overnight on wednesday so i should work on that tomorrow for about 10 hours. then finish it off on the overnight.
  • poli sci paper #2 - 10 pages and research (lots) due tuesday should work on that on sunday and monday (translation monday night and tuesday morning).
  • i've got 4 liters of mountain dew...should buy another 2 liter bottle for the reserves.
  • i think the marathon last year gave me too much confidence. too much confidence is a first for me.
  • i think i may as well write up my resignation now.
  • then i'll sleep.

  • 11-29-99 (22:29)

  • my monitor is dying slowly. damn. good thing they are cheap these days. bad thing i won't have money.
  • mov. files are playing now.
  • davis server is busy. first time in a while.
  • i have lots to do.

  • 11-29-99 (04:24)

  • tired again. slept too late. now i'll be more messed up.
  • updated recent movies list. again.
  • updating win98 with lots of patches. need more RAM.
  • this is hell week. i won't be updating much if i'm on task.
  • i'll be updating a lot this week.
  • i'm not able to play wma files still. not able to play mov or avi files either. what's wrong? mpegs are fine though. odd.
  • windows media player sucks more than quicktime.

  • 11-28-99 (09:59)

  • overnight was good. saw south park. it was really really funny. updated recent movies list.
  • got the custom beastie boys cds, they're cool. i'm not going to add those to my cd list...that would be cheating i think. i count bootlegs, but not custom comps. that'll be the rule.
  • really really tired.
  • got two 3 hour blocks of sleep last night.
  • i'm pretty much settled into windows 98 now. it's slower. need ram and probably a program like the nuts and bolts i had before that speeds up the menu scrolling. if you have such a tweeking prog....tell me please.
  • goodnight.
  • cross fingers for 49ers tomorrow...i'll be working. fuck!

  • 11-27-99 (12:28)

  • as is always true on format days i went to sleep at 730...why am i awake? i was going to a football game. i have no idea when it starts. we'll see.
  • using windows 98 now.
  • have installed almost everything. transferring all the backed up stuff from cd took a long time...still transferring mp3s.
  • some things in win98 run faster, some slower. odd. but so is bill gates.
  • don't think i missed any big files so i'm pretty much where i left off, except i have win98.
  • later.

  • 11-27-99 (02:37)

  • going to a football game today.
  • who's the leader of our pack?
  • only on more overnight shift in the 4 day period from hell.
  • had work from 5-10 today. tiffany wasn't there so it wasn't nearly as good. =)
  • need to catch bus at 420 in order to get to work by 5...bus is usually 10-15 mins late. i woke up at 415. after laying in bed for a second or two thinking about calling in sick or getting a ride from someone...i jumped out of bed threw on some clothes and biked to the bus stop...i was five minutes late and the bus (for the first time ever on a friday) was only 5 minutes late...we got to the bus stop at the same time...close call. it's a good thing i bike fast.
  • who's the leader of our pack?
  • i'm tired.
  • i should do something productive tomorrow.
  • it's foggy and sucky. i don't like this weather, but at least it's not raining.
  • i have to work monday too, cover for stacy.
  • who's the leader of our pack? M-I-C-K-E-Y  M-O-U-S-E...mickey mouse (sung by the soldiers amongst the backdrop of a burning town in the movie full metal jacket in the final scene).
  • sleep time

  • 11-26-99 (09:20)

  • monitor just turned off for no reason. great. turned off and back on now it's working. this is funny.
  • i might not format. i'm tired. i don't have much time.
  • overnight was alright...i have work at 5 which means bus at 4 which means awake by 3 which means less that 6 hours of sleep.
  • thanksgiving was pretty good.
  • i have 84 more hits this month than last...last month i had 30 more than any other month before. wow.
  • i really hope my computer waits a few months before dying. i saw a 17" monitor for 129 after rebate...that's crazy. i'd like a nice 15"...ha ha.
  • i really don't have any money. need to have money for books. quitting job soon won't help. need sleep. monitor might be needed soon. this one is older than i am....almost.
  • need to go to the post office damn.
  • i'll go and then i'll come back and sleep.
  • it's cold, foggy, wet, dark, and ugly outside.

  • 11-24-99 (01:22-?)

  • I'm formatting when I get more CDs - my computer has crashed a few times and i'm not having any of that bullshit.
  • i had updated this thing a bit, but then IE screwed me over so the changes were not saved. screw microsoft - again.
  • i'm either hot or cold. temperature wise.
  • about to start actual writing of the 8 page draft due tomorrow (today). done with outline, more or less.
  • mountain dew isn't kicking in. gay.
  • start anyway....hopefully i don't freeze in mid writing.
  • 01:52 - haven't started writing yet. you think anyone could be worse?
  • starting to get a headache.
  • i just got a whiff of cheeba, pot, weed, grass, hemp, THC, cannibus sativa, etc. damn that concert screwed me over in that respect.
  • i love music.
  • you were on an island with a couple friends and doing lots of drugs having a good time and then you and friend number two left (leaving behind friend number three who was going to stay there another day and then go on a safari for two years). then after two years you get a call from the island's police saying that your third friend (you guys were good friends while on the island, but you haven't heard from him in the last two years) is going to get executed for drug trafficking unless you and/or the other friend come to take the wrap along with friend number three who is on the island still. if just one of the two of you now free men goes home to take the wrap you will each get 6 years, but if all three of you take the wrap you'll get 3 years. what would you do?
  • at the thanksgiving potluck this question was posed and everyone, but me, said they would go.
  • i said hell no. think of someone you haven't talked to in the last two years who may have once been your good friend...i personally can come up with many - none of which would i throw away 3-6 years of my life for. this is 3-6 years in a bad prison system mind you. you'll get rat for food. some bread and muddy water if you're lucky. oh and butt-raping is mandatory. for three-six years...all for a friend whom you have not heard from for the last 2 years. granted you were not supposed to hear from them because of the safari, but i think everyone who answered yes was fooling themselves. or maybe i'm just a dick. tell me what you think you would honestly do. here
  • winamp just crashed. fuck. fuck fuck.
  • i format friday hopefully. (02:07)
  • sheryl crow has mad skillz.
  • not everyone wears sunscreen, but not every person is as wise as the next.
  • just had deja vu
  • i'm on my third paragraph, it's 243
  • 348 moving along. might have too much shit to write. it's a rough draft bear this in mind.
  • a backscratcher just came in handy, but i prefer one that will kiss me too.
  • bed ETA 630am
  • it's at least 5 degrees warmer in my room than inside the kitchen...advantages of small room filled with hours of my body heat. speaking of body heat my bed is cold. where do i come up with this shit?
  • when i bought four newly released cds today the guy noticed and said 'buying all the new stuff, eh?' i said 'yep, guns and roses was supposed to come out, but i guess it got delayed' he said 'yea probably next week'
  • i hope i get to work at tower. my kdvs peers might have my head for it, but screw them - it's a music store. jeesh.
  • back to work. 0408
  • one more thing - overnights on wednesday and thursday. friday 5-10, my favorite shift because tiffany works it, and saturday overnight tied for my favorite shift because hattie works it. that's 35 hours in four days. oh and thanksgiving is in there somewhere.
  • i'm thankful that my computer hasn't crashed in the last couple hours.
  • almost done. it be 512. i don't have too much stuff, but i could if i added another subtopic...i'll opt to wait for final draft for that. maybe.
  • 537 done. yea!
  • joe louis was after carl lewis...i didn't name him.

  • 11-23-99 (13:16)

  • updated cd list
  • guns and roses delayed to next week.
  • the beastie boys anthology was worth the liner notes alone...i would have paid 100 bucks for the 2 cds. a fan's dream. the liner notes are everything i've ever wanted in liner notes...i've talked before to vern and others about liner notes talking about each individual song and what the artist(s) think about the song or any funny stories about the making thereof...the beastie boys did it. thank you - you guys rock.
  • beck cd sounds really good so far.
  • everything about the beastie boys anthology is excellent...on the case it has pictures of all their albums and singles...it's a visual discography on the case and on the outside of the case is the same street as the paul's boutique cover except in black and white and an obviously 90s picture. it rocks they rock. need to read the notes.
  • bye

  • 11-22-99 (22:30)

  • monday night football was interesting - the (fucking) raiders lost. both teams (denver and oakland) are very alike - they both pretty much self-destruct and overall suck this year. however both have a lot of talent and potential to do well. i feel sorry for shannahan and gruden.
  • jackie and kassia are on kdvs now and kassia had never heard of kraftwerk...that's amazing.
  • my history paper has been reduced to 7-9 pages instead of 9 pages. yippee.
  • my english draft on a controversy of some kind is due wednesday. i'm planning on doing it on the designated hitter controversy in baseball...thought that would be more fun than abortion or something equally cliche.
  • i have to start watching more movies.
  • got the newest beastie boys (alive) video on mpeg - 40 megs of quality nathanial hornblower. modern day genius
  • speaking of which - holy shit! the sounds of science is released tomorrow - i'm there! along of course with many other great cds....oh and my ass in a chair working on a damn long essay. but i'll have good music to groove to.
  • there was an article in the paper about the rage concert - it was okay, the writer didn't get the whole quote from zach, but he got the general idea.
  • there was another article in the paper (the paper i hardly ever read, but may start picking up more often in light of the two good articles) by some guy who was talking about when you're lying in bed with a girl and she asks 'what are you thinking.' he said that emotions are unable to be expressed through words...i'd agree. he went on to add that music would better convey feelings...so if i'm mad maybe one day i'll flip on some korn (ha ha) and say "that's how i feel."
  • time to get ill.

  • 11-22-99 (16:46)

  • forgot to mention about rage concert: there was a fight (which added to the chaos i described) - i thought it was quite stupid. lots of people were cheering it on. we were a bunch of romans, but without the bear in the middle of the ring, more like the two gladiators...
  • i saw more idiots at the concert than i have seen ever.
  • i also saw lots of people who actually give a shit. that was encouraging.
  • redeemed myself with my last history paper...now just to fix my poli sci 131 grade. not an easy task.
  • i will for the next week grant rage against the machine a 'ghost' number two spot (in front of led zeppelin and behind the beastie boys) in light of the concert's greatness (for lack of a better word).
  • updated wish list
  • updated cd list
  • correction - westbam moved ahead of orbital AND propellerheads.
  • you should do something today.

  • 11-22-99 (00:38)

  • been thinking...as far as girls go i think that at first some of them (the few i meet) might think at first that my blunt humor is relieving and funny, but as time wears on it grows old, obnoxious, annoying, and unattractive. not like i'm going to change, but in the meantime that certainly doesn't help me with the few girls i do meet. oh and i'm too picky as well.
  • dust brothers make good music.

  • 11-21-99 (21:04)

  • rage fucking rocked. they had dialated people and gang starr open up for them...both of which are hip-hop bands so most of the people there didn't like them. i thought they were pretty good. they said fuck republicans which was nice to hear and they gave props to tupac which was awesome.
  • as soon as the lights went out for rage everyone went nuts...and when i saw Zach's dreds i started going crazy too. they played the following songs (the first five are in order and so are the last two, the middle ones are in a rough order):
  • (1) Testify, (2) Guerilla Radio, (3) People of the Sun, (4) Calm Like A Bomb, (5) Bullet in the Head, (6) Sleep Now in the Fire, (7) Bombtrack, (8) Darkness, (9) Born of a Broken Man, (10) No Shelter, (11) Know Your Enemy, (12) Bulls on Parade, (13) Freedom, (14) Killing in the Name.
  • only a certain number of people were allowed on the floor so you needed a wrist band to go down there. we got in, but some didn't...after the first act though a bunch of people made a mad dash for it, which was cool, the uncool part was when then ran over the security guards to get down the stairs.
  • at another point a bud light sign fell...it was a bit chaotic. but very cool overall.
  • once rage came on and testify got into it's bumping part everyone was jumping and it got extremely hot extremely fast...everyone was really close and crowded, but i didn't care at all. people were bumping from all directions. it was really fun even though i wouldn't normally think that it would be. but music changes all of the that.
  • sleep no in the fire is officially my second favorite song on the new album.
  • i got in the mosh pit on the last song...as soon as it hit the last part when everyone is yelling 'fuck you i won't do you tell me' they turned on the lights and i went in the mosh pit and got thrown around...it's very fun having absolutely no care for what happens.
  • they played every song i wanted them to play except wake up, but i knew they wouldn't because they need another guitarist for it.
  • Tom Morello got more into it than i remember from the video and that rocked.
  • Zach stopped the concert a few songs in and said something to the effect of: "this is the second night in a row that we've had to stop and say this. but it seems that there are a few men who are pussies in the crowd. there is a girl up here trying to dance and some of these guys try and take advantage of her. so if you real men see a brother trying to do some shit show him where the fucking door is" - Zach rocks in every way possible. i wish that there were more people like him.
  • my back hurt for the first two acts because there was so much standing, but once rage came on it didn't matter anymore.
  • i also got more play than i've gotten in two and a half years - a saw lots of knockers...many chicks were quite liberal with their tops...in fact they were liberal enough to get on their friends' shoulders and then take the tops off...in two and half years i have not seen tits in person...it was fun all around.
  • metallica has moved ahead of nirvana, but this was a long time in the making.
  • tuesday is an excellent day for cd releases...assuming ICE is right in their updates: Metallica (S&M), Anthrax (Best Of), Beastie Boys (Sounds of Science), Guns n Roses (Live Era 87-93), Led Zeppelin (Blast off: vol. one). they should all rock...both the b-boys and the gnr albums are 2 cd sets. r
  • olling stone said the beastie boys one wasn't that great, but they smoke lots of crack so you can't trust them. i've seen the track listing and it's good...but more for true fans than people trying to get to know the beastie boys...this much is true. but rolling stone should know that it's impossible to make a best of the beastie boys...they (like led zeppelin) are an album group...they make albums rather than singles...sure both zep and the b-boys have great singles, but you'd be lost without the feeling of the whole album...esp. paul's boutique and check your head...trying to sum up their career in two cds is fucking retarded. i do hope that they come out with a box set though...in 5 years or so.
  • may i reiterate...music is the best thing ever.
  • i got a free tape from blockbuster when phil bought paul's boutique and check your head (both at $9 each!) and it's pretty damn good...called methods of mayhem...hop metal i guess, but good. phil's purchase would have to amount to the best 18 dollars spent - ever!
  • this update is huge, but so was the concert...only 14 songs, i don't know what i really expected though...the last two were encores and they got people going so much it was amazing. music is powerful.
  • lots of people were smoking pot...i can still smell it...luckily i didn't get a contact high and luckily i didn't have to beat anyone up.
  • i've been offered new years parties with johnny and vern at san fran, phil and jon at tahoe, and efren in la....hmmmm
  • 49ers suck this year and it hurts, but i love them and i'm on their side...owens i love you too.
  • i love 2PAC too...when DJ Premiere from Gang Starr gave props to 2 PAC i just about jizzed in my pants...it was awesome. phil thinks so too.
  • oh phil's gone.
  • hattie was sick at the concert which sucks...i didn't get to talk with her. didn't talk too much to stacy either...that was weird.
  • room is messy again, who cares.
  • after concert we borrowed some street signs...mine says "bush st." uh bush, huh huh huh. hobo alley was too hard to borrow.
  • i haven't eaten dinner, but there was the potluck shit next door.
  • i got two shirts - one was a tour shirt the other was something about tears turning into stones and then slung at oppressors. scott got the latter as well. only 15 each...no gauging there...pretty decent price actually.
  • beastie boys rock more than you.

  • 11-20-99 (14:18)

  • phil is here.
  • rage is tonight.
  • radio sucks
  • bye

  • 11-19-99 (01:45)

  • there is quite the enthralling discussion on the message board.
  • la la la la la la la
  • finished paper in only 2.562 hours damn that's ... uh nevermind.
  • i should sleep considering the high probability of making a fool of myself at this hour coupled with the fact that i must arise at a young hour.
  • entertaining one's self is important, but not as important as a good foot massage and a pair of oreo cookies with milk and a bowl of strawberries and a beat box booming and uh, um, yea.
  • luke you must stop...this is your daddy. call me daddy.
  • fubarb. fucked up beyond all recognition.

  • 11-18-99 (20:08)

  • paper needs to get done now.
  • 220 lbs of anthrax sprayed over the DC area would kill 3 million people.
  • it takes 18 months for a nuclear rod used in a nuclear power plant to cool. holy hot shit batman.
  • westbam moves ahead of orbital. is still behind prodigy and fatboy slim.
  • rage is coming up quick i'm fucking psyched beyond belief. i hope i don't kill anyone and i hope no one kills me.
  • jesus broke up with his girlfriend...that's actually sad. damn.
  • monkey off the back i guess.
  • one drawback with that whole message board thing is you have to register, but it only took a minute and i just used all fake information.
  • catalog crap gets worse every day. dammit abebook dot com get your shit together.
  • need to start S-A.
  • i'm audi S8.

  • 11-17-99 (18:22)

  • had been toying with idea of message board on dis page since around february. well at the suggestion of another i've finally linked to the message board i signed up for 9 months ago. here it be. i figure it'll be a place where everyone can diss me publicly rather than just emailing me. it's uncensored, but remember that grandmas visit this site so don't make a fool of yourself or of me.
  • that's all for this update other than to say i'm over being a freak...it was a short lived stint in freakville...i'm back.

  • 11-17-99 (16:17)

  • this has been the longest half month of my life.
  • i've discovered in the past few days that i'm exceedingly able to entertain myself...watching TV has provided hours of internal commentary and mockery of the world. it's great to be able to laugh at yourself. however it makes me less likely to hunt for chicks.
  • i'm laughing right now at how retarded i am...it's wonderful.
  • what a freak of nature you are.

  • 11-16-99 (21:50)

  • eating takes a long time i guess.
  • dogma starts now...wish i was there.
  • johnny is the bomb...he really reads my webpage...all of it.
  • interesting page here...all about being the bomb actually...
  • luke is interviewing me...it's fun.
  • must start working.

  • 11-16-99 (20:13)

  • raining big time today = shitty.
  • dr. dre album is good...he's matured, but his beat and raps are still good. snoop...well snoop is awesome as usual. cd list updated.
  • my chair currently houses my clothes, not my ass. i need two chairs i guess.
  • printed out mp3 list on campus...finally. same for cd list, but it's already out of date.
  • need to make major effort to start essay tonight.
  • eminem doesn't suck. dre is a sensitive guy. so is eminem. eazy e is dead, but there's no hard feelings....this is good.
  • dinner is cooking.
  • rage against the machine is this weekend..hell yea. i need to find someone to cover for me...this is a problem. i shall call work now and see what i can do.
  • gotta go.

  • 11-15-99 (23:18)

  • started updating the blvd. books catalog...what a tedious process.
  • i added a new quote...my first attempt at being quotable...see if you can find it.
  • updated this last time using notepad...now i know what it's like for johnny

  • 11-15-99 (21:04)

  • pretty much wasted today.
  • mom looks to be coming up for thanksgiving...just the day. seems a waste to me, but her choice not mine.
  • i need more blank CDs already. damn i went through the last 50 really quickly.
  • i did read today. maybe i'll write a response to one of the stories and get that out of the way. or not.
  • did laundry so can't delay by doing that.
  • oh i'll vacuum!
  • tomorrow i should finish up my 5-7 page essay. yes i should.
  • hope i'm not being too self-indulgent by upkeeping this webpage (just kidding vern).

  • 11-14-99 (20:20)

  • i have lots of stuff to do for the blvd. books page. the people that post the catalogs online are really picky about how the catalog is supposed to look so that's a pain in the ass.
  • stacy finally comes back today.
  • got a hit from Australia ...cool i guess.
  • i actually took a nap during the overnight...that's a first. i was so tired.
  • wonder what's going to happen with me a month from now.
  • stevie wonders too.
  • phil is going to the rage concert...should be dope.
  • updated recent movies list.
  • ...and your dancing to my beat.

  • 11-13-99 (17:44)

  • i need to learn to not have a chip on my shoulder...that's all i'm saying.
  • computer show was really small, but got me back in touch with the inner dork.
  • westbam rocks and so does prodigy.
  • overnight is tonight. maybe i'll take a nap before i get there.

  • 11-13-99 (12:25)

  • 12 hrs later...
  • i've decided that on the whole i don't get along with people. maybe it's because i'm picky, or 'negative', or 'grumpy' as one person put it, but for some reason hearing doors slamming a foot from my head in the morning isn't to my liking...of course if i said anything about it i'd be a grumpy dickhead who's just cracking down on people for no real reason. hearing about people getting drunk first thing in the morning is, to me at least, not to my liking and for this reason i'm a bit odd...i udnerstand this, but i don't really accept it. of course nothing can be done about it. i wonder if 30 years from now people will look at my views and think them perfectly normal and look at those who talk about getting drunk while laughing and mock them. probably not. until then - woe is i and i'll just be the grumpy one.
  • here's another pet peeve. when you've met someone before and talked with them for a bit and then they have no idea who you are later. that's a real jorgay type of thing to do, but here i am being negative again.
  • i kinda wish no one read my webpage so i could write whatever i wanted without fear of offending someone.
  • i should eat.
  • i also kinda wish i could put on the happy face that Annette Bening is able to put on in American Beauty...that would be a great assest in this world where emotions are supposed to be concealed.
  • i'm happy again. =)

  • 11-13-99 (00:25)

  • well my streak is officially over...by 26 minutes, but over nonetheless. i've finally missed a day of updating.
  • did not, however, break the other streak...got another CD today. the so what'cha want single by the beastie boys. i had all the songs already on mp3, but i still had to buy the single...it's a really good single. 7 songs, but it also cost 17 bucks...i am a strange character indeed.
  • work tonight was pretty decent...only four kids and one was gone for the weekend.
  • i'm unusually tired. rather the being tired at this time is weird, not the type of tiredness.
  • did you know that grammatically the saying 'woe is me' should be 'woe is i'? there is a book of grammar called 'woe is i' so that's the only reason i know that. oh on the grammar tip - remember that it's not who you know it's whom you know.
  • actually there is one track on the single that i don't have on mp3...yippee. updated cd list.
  • i got an assignment in english today - 9 page paper, due dec 2nd. this means a couple things. 1) i'm fucked. 2) i have a 9 pager in english, a 9 pager in history, a 10 pager in pol 163, and a 10 pager in pol 131. all due between dec. 2 and 7. i have a 5-7 pager due by friday too.
  • i love school about as much as gore metal and pop hop and puff daddy all playing twister, naked, drenched in mayo and parmesan cheese.
  • damn that was good it started out as: i love school about as much as gore metal. then it went from there. sure it doesn't make sense, but it's quite the insight into my little world or something.
  • i wonder if it's possible to love anything as much as music. i guess it is, but jeez that's a true test. lemme think about this actually. if i could never ever hear music again in my life, including in movies, i think i might be an extremely sad person. while on the bus i was going through songs in my head the whole time...i went from metallica to handsome boy modeling school to wyclef to causey way to prodigy to babe ruth to the doors to deejay punk-roc...without something to stimulate that on a daily basis i might go crazy. at any rate.
  • i'm too anal when it comes to things i own. borderline selfish even. that's not good. i've examined and pinpointed the problem, now i will flip the switch. problem solved. yay. it's a good thing i have complete control of my emotions. speaking of which...
  • i was biking home from work today and passed a line of cars when this guy yells at me as i passed. i took this as a cry for help, but i did not respond. i prepared to stop ahead at the red light (this is unusual so i have to explain). it was at the entrance to downtown from south davis and there was a lot of traffic...too much for me to dodge even. when the light turned (before i was at the light or had fully stopped) his driver friend peeled out and zoomed up to me and as i turned with them and onto the sidewalk the idiot yelled at me again. for some reason this annoyed me more than usual. i yelled back and begged him to try something. he didn't and they drove ahead. just before i reached the tunnel a sprinkler sprayed me with water. i was happy.
  • i deposited my paycheck...i moved the decimal point in the wrong direction...e.g., from 100.00 to 10.00...gay. will call tomorrow...today, whatever.
  • i update often and much. this one took an hour...if you count the time it took to put the new sponsor animation together.
  • stacy comes back finally on sunday. yippee.
  • wanna get my smurf on. track 8 on the westbam CD.
  • radio show was good but vern was a bit late. i don't hold it against him though, even if he thinks i do.
  • i'm a dork - i'm probably going to the computer show with jon tomorrow. it's weird how phil, jon, and i can be overall pretty normal people - listen to normal music, live basically normal lives, but be such dorks when we get together. for example: i've got 512k cache onboard, they've got 512k cache on their cpus - i'm jealous. they've got agp and scsi motherboards - i have ide, not even udma and i'm jealous...the point isn't that i'm jealous, rather it's that most people don't know what this means most don't care and most hear this and think "what dorks." we are dorks and we know it.
  • i'm tired still. not sure why i'm awake.

  • 11-11-99 (19:40)

  • so phil has, on a weekly basis, been formatting his hard drive...for about the last year he's been doing this. i feel for him. he's got it down to a system and thanks to the cds i gave him he's able to have most of the programs he needs without having to download them...although with a dsl connection downloading isn't much to worry about.
  • finished my history paper. the nine pager is due in december, don't let me forget that i also have two other 10 pagers due that week. mountain dew is good.
  • i *69ed the last call...couldn't go through which means it was out of davis. wasn't phil so it may have been a telemarketer...i hate those fucks. i have no more patience. for a while i did...now i vow to screw every single one of them.
  • i bought two more cds...i'm horrible. 22 cds to go...what a breeze. i'll just eat pasta for a while.
  • my english class is actually a good class. i have an essay due tomorrow, but i might take my late option...i have a reputation to uphold...i think it sucks getting "A"s cuz then you have to get them all the time. this is not a problem in my other classes, thankfully. i finally know what it's like to be johnny, or someone else with consistently good grades. my curse is only in english and is probably fleeting so i'm not too worried about finally breaking that b+ barrier. i'll miss the final if i have to!
  • if i get any emails asking me if i'm serious or worrying about my grades then i will be forced to never again update my page rather than to say 'today was a good day...everything is well and done. by the by i am doing exceedingly well in my studies and am quite proud of my academic marks this quarter.'
  • i must retire to my studies now and not waste another second with this mindless dribble.

  • 11-11-99 (09:00)

  • overnight was good...HATTIE is the bomb. hope that satisfies that need.
  • finding mp3s is becoming harder. of course i don't use aol or hotline either so that hinders progress.
  • had a message on my machine when i got home - it was a hang up. fuckers. i will *69 it later, but they won't know what i'm talking about.
  • got two telemarketers calling me last night...was nice to the first...10 mins later i told the second to fuck off and said he was a prick, or something to that effect.
  • found out who the aol hit was from. hattie. there's another hit. hattie. that's three.
  • westbam is rocking deez nuts....right now!
  • laffy taffy changed their wrappers...for at least the last 10 years they have been the same then one day i check and they're different...what the fuck? it used to be that i was able to get up to 3 jokes per wrapper now it's always 2. this is gay. they taste good still, but don't seem as soft. i'll live.
  • when i get paid i might finally get the turntable i've been saving up for.
  • think i'll sleep now. sometimes the only thing that makes me want to wake up is the prospect of listening to a new cd.
  • i'm a beatbox rocker and you're dancing to my beat...i'm a beatbox rocker and i never sound the same. and you're dancing to my dancing to my dancing to my dancing to my beat

  • 11-10-99 (14:23)

  • took a shower today...that's not the newsworthy part, trust me. after i got out i noticed a message on the answering machine...i checked and it was a hang up. I called them back using the now infamous *69, and the guy on the other line denied having called me. this is the second time in a week this has happened. damn damn damn. please leave messages people!
  • i've been getting really weird hits lately...people using AOL, people using NT without a domain name. people, other than vern, using macs. i've never seen these hits. i'd say i'm getting a few new visitors lately. hmmmm.
  • got another cd in mail. drummers of burundi. 30 mins of drums, and some yelling. at least it ends well.
  • 310 is the count.
  • tomorrow will be 10 year anniversary of ....do you know?
  • got a good grade on my english midterm. at least i'm doing well in one class.
  • bush is like the foo fighters...talent without the consistency...waiting for a best of for both. it's sad because most alternative rock groups are like that.
  • it rained...shit. i still resolve to NEVER take the bus to school.
  • whenever someone from the apc crew rips an mp3 it sounds too high pitched. it's all good because it's not that bad and they are responsible for most of the mp3s out there. wtg guys.
  • i'm extremely happy to have a working computer...uh oh i feel another one of those massive lists coming (ala the i want list)...i'm extremely happy to have: a working computer, a receiver that works, speakers that help me feel the music, a printer, a good sized cd collection, a radio show, a camera above my monitor, an almanac, a good dictionary, a good bike, a friend like phil, a 13 inch cock (although sometimes it's a liability), a savings account (even though it only has 25 bucks in it), a mom and dad, a dad and mom, people who care enough to visit my webpage, a job that isn't useless, time, an education, eyes, two legs, etc., shelter, a sense of humor, some self-control, the ability to drive a stick, holidays, friends that care, co-workers that don't suck, administration that doesn't go to work while i'm there, lots of cds, lots of cds, a house that has visitors, a house that doesn't suck, friends who have friends, female friends, people who email me just because, a MD recorder, an exacto knife, a back scratcher (although it would be better if it were a girlfriend), time, posters that say something about me, a globe, yearbooks, pictures of my glory days, a cool sister, memories, adam sandler cds, found the beastie boys, GetRight, a safeway nearby and friends who care.

  • 11-9-99 (19:01...cont.)

  • turning computer off for a day.
  • the planet rock (afrika bambaataa) CD is pretty good and takes an element from the song 'the mexican' by babe ruth, feat. on the dirtchamber sessions by prodigy...pretty cool. deejay punk-roc is a good cd...i realize this more every time i listen to it. the perrey and kingsley cd is interesting, but good.
  • i was watching tv today...a rare event...and i saw judge joe brown go off on this one 18 yr old guy. he kept saying stuff like "i know you perping the g style...fronting like you a man. you ain't got no manhood in you! running around wit yo homies smoking the rock and coming off like you be g's! you need to get your stuff together. stop banging and strolling like a gangsta. stop kickin it wit those fools who try and pull a cap job" it was pretty funny, but really truthful. then they showed a judge judy clip...she was lecturing someone else...she didn't have quite the tact as judge joe brown though.
  • learned well in class. wish i wasn't tested on it though.
  • instant rice is for wussies and college students...i'm neither, ergo i don't own any instant rice.

  • 11-9-99 (13:18...cont.)

  • added a little aesthetic improvement. when you hover your mouse over a link it'll turn bold. neato.
  • got three cds...kinda expensive because i'm trying to fulfill a membership requirement, but still came out cheaper than tower. updated cd list. westbam cd is pretty damn good, esp. track 9 - it rocks da house. afrika bambaataa should be good...he's old skool. perrey-kingsley should be interesting...beastie boys got their instrumental CD title from the title of this CD so that's why i bought it.
  • major development: i cancelled columbia house (one of my three memberships thereof, i also have bmg) and they sent me an offer i couldn't refuse...stay with us and we'll give you 15 free cds...all you have to do is buy 4 over the next 2 years. so i'll probably be getting 15 cds in a month or so for about 15 bucks worth of shipping and handling and taxes. that will help conquer the 335 goal. i'm set now.
  • that's it.

  • 11-9-99 (03:41)

  • stacy's gone till sunday, that sucks.
  • work meeting today at 12p. rsvp (pick classes) at 9:30a.
  • wasting time. should have gone to sleep about 4 hours ago.
  • reaching 2500 hits. yippee.
  • made list of cd releases for my reference, copied some cds, re-arranged the portable cd case, basically occupied time with retarded activities. i'm excellent at that. maybe the best.
  • mp3s haven't been coming in...the man is cracking down on all my fun.
  • second hard drive is getting full of free music anyway. we need mp4 conversion programs or something.
  • class from 3-6p today that should be boring. except the hot chick in my foreign affairs class. ha. chicks are a foreign affair indeed. ha ha.
  • this webpage tells much of my insanity...i was looking at the picturesand the archives and i realized i'm a, how to put this...a weird person. eccentric, odd, off-beat, interesting, fill-in-the-blank. this time i'll blame it on my dad's genes rather than my mom's habit of dropping me as a baby. disclaimer: she didn't really drop me so i am hereby shed of all liability in the cases of slander, defamation, calumny, and libel. thank you.
  • i hereby proclaim...
  • i just wanted to say something grandiose, but, alas, i drew a blank.
  • bob marley is good.
  • who bbc sessions 1cd, comes out today...i haven't the funds to acquire it.
  • i'm talking like have a montblanc pen in my ass...goodnight.

  • 11-8-99 (cont.)

  • i finally found marie (the cd lady) on ebay. different email address...maybe now i'll be able to get the weekly lists sent to me again. whew. that's a big help on the 335 goal.
  • within the next three tuesday's the who bbc sessions, dr. dre 2001, run dmc crown royal, metallica symphony shit, beastie boys sounds of science (2cds), guns and roses live (2cds) , queen greatest hits 3, doors complete studio recordings (7cds), anthrax best of, and led zeppelin Blast Off: Volume One. holy shit is all i have to say.
  • got tool cd in the mail...that was pretty quick. it's good. now i know why my dad wanted it.

  • 11-8-99 (cont.)

  • think i'll get a haircut now.
  • pink floyd cd is pretty good so far.
  • johnny's page promises to be even better now after vern has joined the crew as well. hopefully it will get updated more - that would be really cool. hopefully it will inspire vern to write more stories too.
  • made the sidebar in roughly in order of when i last updated that respective page.
  • lately i've been seeing more friends on campus...this is a good thing and brightens my day at least 3.76 fold. not sure if it's possible to get 3.76 folds of anything, but it sounded good at the time.
  • work called me in at 930, then mom called at 940, then i ate breakfast burrito at 1020, then class at 11, then back here at 210.
  • list of best musicians, cds, songs, composers etc. of the last 1000 years...a sad compilation overall if you ask me. black sabbath and led zeppelin are missing completely. so is anything relating to techno or hip hop. (with the exception of best song number ten as Unfinished Sympathy - Massive Attack). no pe, beastie boys, run dmc, grandmaster flash, sugar hill gang, prodigy, kraftwerk, etc.
  • bye

  • 11-8-99

  • ill communication is an awesome cd...a cd everyone should at least give a try.
  • been up for 28 hours.
  • monday will be crack down day school-wise.
  • that's funny

  • 11-7-99 (cont.)

  • updated cd list.
  • here's what an 8 year old boy wrote to one of our female staff (i've preserved the spelling for effect):
  • from: tim
    to: the bich
    dear: nichole your a real bich. your a gutter-slut bich and a hor for a uggily staff bich. your a real kunt so fuck you bich.
     
  • i thought that was a bit sad.
  • i got the cd case, yips.
  • 11-7-99
  • overnight was the same.
  • breakfast burrito bash was the same.
  • 2PAC rocks.
  • appreciation is selcom given enough. this is why i like johnny's praise page.
  • i appreciate my mom, johnny, and others who visit my page regularly because they care.
  • i'm not going to goto sleep today even though i have the overnight.
  • i'm going to dimple records. i hope they have rare stuff. either way i'll probably get another portable cd case. =)
  • peace to all my homies in lock down.

  • 11-6-99 (barely)

  • i'm updating a lot more lately...not because i am more idle, rather because i've decided to do something while idle rather than sitting. studying would be too rational, ergo i only engage in such heinous activities when all other options are exhausted.
  • updated cd list. there was a miscount...i have more cds than i thought. i have 302 now. in light of this new evidence i've increased my goal to 335 CDs by 12-31-99 11pm.
  • i got pauls' boutique and check your head today on vinyl...for those of you who know my room well you will know that paul's boutique is already on my wall and check your head is with the rest of the vinyl, but unsealed. for this reason i was forced to get an extra copy of each. so now i have two copies of paul's boutique on vinyl. two copies of check your head on vinyl and CD. i'm a nut, but more like a cashew so at least i taste good.
  • i can type fuck and .com rather quickly...the latter ails me a bit.
  • my hotmail email address has become the internet whore of the month...good thing it's hotmail.
  • i've heard of mail bombers that put you on a shit load of newsletters and email whore lists...i think that's the way to go if you are going to really fuck someone over. i'd never do such a thing of course.
  • radio show rocked - second week in a row...we don't give a shit about the people in the studio or making fun of things...this is harder to do during prime time. back in the day when we were the only ones at the studio from 2 am to 4 am it was easy. we made fun of the NRA last week and this week of the american dream and TV and violence being allowed on tv, but not sex...after all violence is the reason america is so great and the world is what it is. sex never got anyone anywhere. i made the argument that violence is natural and sex is not...stutter and i then concluded (very sarcastically) that this is the reason sex isn't allowed on tv, but violence is. we also think that the europeans are all backward because they have nudity on tv.
  • lights out, guerilla radio!
  • scott is the only one to attempt (and succeeded) in the riddle on the "11-5-99 (barely)" update. go scott. i didn't think anyone would get it.
  • all hell can't stop us now! all hell can't stop us now! all hell can't stop us now! all hell can'st stop us now! asfdlkj;lkjfdlkj;fdsa
  • i didn't know till today, but amoeba music has a website here. it's a fairly popular music store in berkeley and SF. the website just gives info, no searches, but it's cool i guess.
  • i got a jury summons a bit back...i will not reply and see what happens...i'll plead ignorance, saying that i'm up here so i didn't think i needed to reply if i wasn't eligible. that is if they decide to follow up...dubious.
  • i'm calm like a bomb.
  • coffee ice cream is gone...woe is me.
  • updates are long and often...like my sex sessions...ha ha! that was ad lib too. i'm unstoppable. i'm also gone. late.

  • 11-5-99

  • i'm a star. i'm a big bright shining star, i am a star i am a star i am a star.
  • if you know what that's from you are cool, if not you need to get out more.
  • led zeppelin IV is playing now. four sticks.
  • kdvs in an hour and 15 mins...yip. e.
  • the last midterm was today - best of the three.
  • got a b+ on my last english essay. yippee.
  • work from 5-10...i hate fridays. especially when they're not ones i get paid on.
  • going to california. someone told me there's a girl out there...with love in her eyes and flowers in her h-air...rober plant rocks.
  • busy busy busy.
  • when the levee breaks.

  • 11-5-99 (barely)

  • i have led zeppelin I-IV in my cd changer now...as close to heaven as possible without pulp fiction playing on my computer, a turkey and avocado sandwich in my hand, and a girl on my lap...oh jeez...oh jizz.
  • i remember one time being in the car getting off the 405 freeway and on to sepulveda blvd. and being mad at my sister. i called her a jizz wad, not knowing what jizz was. my mom admonished me and said "chris! do you know what that means?!" i said no and she said softly "semen" or some other word, and at that point i knew what it meant.
  • coffee ice cream rocks. it reminds me of the good ole days. did i say that earlier?
  • updated recent movies list...saw american beauty with stacy...and fargo...and i think planes, trains, and automobiles is a recent add too...
  • oh yea...midterm was horrible...did i say that earlier?
  • i don't know what i've told to whom...i don't know what day it is or what time it is...it's kinda interesting actually...sometimes i think that the best way is to get a regular schedule and go to sleep at midnight wake up at 9 and goto class and work, etc.....routine. but that's a little too much 'heel to toe' for me. that's from vern's little social commentary story on johnny's page. basically i don't want to be a nine to fiver. so i'll go to sleep at 1am and wake up at 6am and then goto sleep again after class if that suits me.
  • hidden word in the first line of this update...if you think you can find it mail me no i'm not going to tell you the answer you have to figure it out or you won't get it. you'd have to be pretty bold to ask for hints too!
  • head fucks are great...american beauty and fight club being two of them.
  • i'm slightly sleepy now.
  • i think it's gay that ebay shuts down their servers for 4 hours from 12-4...that's when i'm most likely to bid...jeesh.
  • updated cd list.

  • 11-4-99

  • for $3 and a bit of time i can make two cds and use them as a birthday present. a good investment (the cd writer, that is).
  • mp3s rock and help in making cds...i've spent weeks downloading songs and with a cd writer it pays off. yay.
  • midterm sucked big time. this quarter is bad.
  • freshman year i was adjusting, sophomore year i was in the "sophomore slump" and next year comes senioritis, but i have no excuse...maybe i'll make one...jack off juniors...junior jam...i don't know.
  • gimme! gimme! gimme!...a man after midnight...uhm i mean woman. actually that's an abba song in case you done didn't be knowing that already.
  • spiders are out in full force, fucking up the ride to and from school. da webs be invading da air. word!
  • rage against the machine cd is officially good. not album of the year though...yet. rick rubin is winning the battle of the producers this year. that's your only hint to my pick so far for album of the year. if you can count best of albums then the sounds of science cd has already won without even being released yet. i have the track listing because i have hook ups or some shit...it rocks.
  • big gun!
  • number one.
  • if anyone knows half of what i'm talking about then we should probably get it on or something. obscure ass references. big gun!
  • ring deez nuts.
  • what you want...baby i got it...for a little respect...just a little bit. ooooh your kisses...sweeter than wine. sing it aretha!
  • i'll stop before the damage is too much

  • 11-3-99

  • it be 8:55am...class in two hours, afterwards i'll nap.
  • midterm tomorrow and friday.
  • frozen republic by lazare is a good book about why the constitution should be thrown away...and why we should start over. interesting.
  • updated the editorial page.
  • 5 updates...three days...you guys must be thrilled!
  • here's my TA writing the class:

  • I am very sorry, but I will be unable to hold office hours on Wednesday for Group Politics due to illness.

    I suggest you study for the exam by reviewing the notes carefully, being sure that you note the themes of the various lectures. Be familiar with the major examples Professor Wade has offered in class and the concepts these examples illustrate.  For the Hollow Core, be sure to have read the book.... then review the material by once again, looking for the big picture questions - what was the purpose of the book?  what were the findings?  how were these results different from what might have been expected through popular wisdom or other theories of group politics?

    I will check my email frequently so send your specific questions that way if you have them.
     

  • here's what i might write in return: "sorry to hear you are ill, i, too, have come down with a cold. i have a few quick questions: what was the purpose of the book?  what were the findings?  how were these results different from what might have been expected through popular wisdom or other theories of group politics? thank you. -chris miller.
  • i wonder what would happen...if i was a grad. student i would tell them to fuck off and eat an apple.
  • i've got mental problems, but that's okay i'm taking prozac, depakote, paxil, and zoloft. i don't think i know what i'm talking about.
  • king of pain is my favorite police song...just discovered this today.
  • enya is good...tis true
  • after reading the updates i just made i can safely say that i was dropped as a baby. of this i was not sure until now. i've decided to sue my mom and babysitter. consider yourselves warrrrrned!
  • that 'warrrrned' part is from the first track on public enemy's 'it takes a nation of millions to hold us back'.
  • stay away is a good nirvana song.
  • added tomato to my world famous breakfast burrito. it added a good texture and temperature difference, but the taste neither helped nor detracted, thus i may continue to add tomato. the more garlic powder the better.
  • got taxi driver in the mail yesterday...yippee. will watch sometime within the next year.
  • exile is a good enya song.
  • this is a long update.
  • in two point five months this page and i will have been going out for 2 years. will have been: future perfect, active, indicative tense/voice/case...latin learned me something. if it's not the future perfect, active, indicative then you'll understand why i took it on a pass/no pass basis.
  • www.kosmic.org - free mp3s, legit, good, ambient, drum and bass, techno, dance, break beats, good, etc. it's my home page.
  • 2 legit 2 quit! MC Hammer time.
  • now i'm tired. this sucks. it only took 3.5 hours of meaningless rambling and sitting.

  • 11-3-99

  • two months it'll be 2000 - weird.
  • updated favorites...paul's boutique advances and ill communication moves down.
  • it's 6:49am and i'm awake...but only because i went to sleep at 1am...woke up to go to the bathroom and now i can't fall asleep again.
  • had midterm yesterday...thought it was on thursday so that didn't help much...biggest fuck up of college career i'd have to say.
  • oh boogie nights moved ahead of die hard, but this is only until i watch die hard again...then i'll make the final decision...so don't get your panties in a bunch...where did i get that from? a movie or something...yea blame it on the movies.
  • www.gaymart.com
  • interesting?!

  • 11-2-99

  • smegma is the worst word ever. look it up.
  • now i know how led zeppelin fans must have felt when in through the out door was released...or even more so physical graffiti.
  • officially sick.
  • it sucks.

  • 11-2-99 (barely)

  • updated mp3 list.
  • updated wish list.
  • carl lewis is #12.
  • ali, frazier, ruth, mays, brown, pele, wagner?, schmidt?, the bear, jim thorpe?, jordan, gretzky, jesse owens, it's late and i cunt come up with any more. that's a quick list of other possibilities as i see it. i'm sure there's someone i'm missing.
  • i can't see schmidt and wagner being in there but it's possible i guess...jim thorpe was a pure athelete, but not dominate at anything for very long...not like the others anyway.....don't know if johnny bench was chosen or not. morceli, komen, and gebrselassie are great and in ten years could be in the top 100, but they're from track so that doesn't help.
  • why am i awake still?
  • i like yahoo more than ask jeeves.

  • 11-1-99

  • last month's updates here.
  • three midterms this week. two on thursday. yay.
  • spent way too much money on food last month. books were the most they've ever been. music was above average at 262.
  • my goal of 330 cds is an ambitious one, but attainable...
  • rage against the machine comes out with their new cd tomorrow....hell yea. i've been waiting over a year for this.
  • happy birthday to adam horowitz - adrock of the beastie boys... he's now 32! which means he was 18 when he first became a 'star'....imagine touring with run dmc and madonna at 18 or 19.
  • i'm 20.

  • that's all.

    10-29-99

  • many many hits this month.
  • parties this weekend will lack my presence.
  • college life is funny...parties, girls, class, mountain dew, all nighters, late night sandwiches, etc. fun though, fun indeed.
  • it's 6:04a.
  • got two hits from ucdavis yesterday, one from scott, one from someone using netscape 3.x ...someone who doesn't update browser obviously. odd. it wasn't on campus, it wasn't anybody in this house, or next door for that matter.
  • tired.
  • need to sleep, long day tomorrow.
  • i've got this beastie boy mp3 to download and everytime i start downloading it goes to about 1.4 k/sec and then slows down to a stop within a couple seconds. weird. need to start, stop, start, stop...etc.
  • rick rubin executive produced the public enemy-it takes a nation of millions to hold us back cd - he rocks.
  • the last track on that cd uses a beastie boys sample, a bob marley sample and the sample sample schooly d uses for 'get off your ass and get involved' on the 'am i black enough for you' cd...terminator x rocks deez. he's the public enemy dj, for those who don't know.
  • source material comp. is good. in fact most everything by astralwerks is good.
  • night time for me.
  • 6:30am, 7:30am, 6:30am...those are my sleep times the last three days, not including the overnight, when i didn't sleep until 9am and then slept for 11 hours. fuct.

  • 10-28-99

  • overnight killed me.
  • essay due tomorrow, working on it now.
  • pics page works now.
  • this weekend i might update the editorial page...been slacking there.
  • got some funny pictures from stacy - put them up on my piece of cardboard with all my other pictures...it's now on the wall.
  • going to start another one, someday after i develop more film.
  • vern liked the "i want" thing...thanks vern.
  • johnny liked the stuff i wanted (that which wasn't material)...thanks johnny.
  • i'm a lucky person. (note to self - i'm a lucky person because: .......)

  • 10-27-99

  • updated political action page...it includes the following letter to some politician types-

  • To whom it may concern:
        Here are my views, as a constituent of yours you should care:
    • Voters don't care, and they should - do something about this.
    • Education, on the whole, is horrible and the curriculum is a joke - fix it.
    • The rich are getting richer, the poor - poorer. Yet everyone thinks the country is doing great - inform voters of truth and fix the growing gap.
    • There is too much money in politics - get rid of the excess.
    • We don't have a cohesive foreign policy - make one.
    The above are my complaints if you want my vote then you'll do something to make it appear that you care. In all likelihood you will be more busy planning your next $1000 per plate fundraiser dinner.

    good day,
    Chris Miller

  • i'm not depressed, but the last update makes it look that way. for the record - i be fine.

  • 10-27(barely)-99

  • updated pics. a LOT. many with phil.
  • updated cd list. stp and rob zombie cds are both good.
  • updated mp3 wants.
  • updated schedule...slacking there.
  • could get the rage cd in a few days (a few days before it's coming out) if i wanted, but i think that's cheap. i want the real thing...i'll be in line early in the morning, you can bet on it.
  • pay check this week. yippee.
  • i want to spend a lot of money.
  • i want: a car, a turntable, a cassette deck, a super fast MD recorder, a girlfriend, a fat savings account, a job with administration that doesn't suck, to be free from inhibitions, a regular sleeping schedule, the will to study, the ability to read for hours, the ability to forgive and forget, to be a fun person...including while at parties, accepting of other people and their shortcomings, buff, a lot of time, the ability to manage time (not piss it away), in shape, able to run a 4:58 mile again, a girlfriend, all the nirvana cds, all the metallica cds, all the doors cds, all the ac/dc cds, all the soundgarden cds, all the black sabbath cds, all the ccr cds, a laser printer, a good globe, a picture of an atomic bomb exploding with the caption reading "it's good to be american", headphones with a frequency range of 20-20,000 Hz, a digital camera, new shoes, to be secure with myself, a hobby, a radio show from 12-2am, a respectable vinyl collection including hendrix classics and all the beatles albums, a world where people care, a world where people know what they are caring about, a society concerned with the long run and the small people, to do something that matters, to be recognized, a system of government that isn't inept, a group of friends that have the same wants i do, to live in a place where being liberal doesn't mean you have to have a messy house, to live in a place where neighbors speak, to be able to throw away grudges, to be able to spell without have to check words like 'grudges', to be confident enough not to check words when they are right the first time, to keep in touch with friends, to not be disgusted by people abusing themselves (um, i mean drinking) even in moderation, to be free enough to dance without having to mock myself, to be funny without making some kind of sexual allusion, to finally learn how to spell words like reference so i don't have to use allusion everytime, to know now that there isn't a double 'f' or 'r' in reference...just like i thought the first time, to have the same confidence with girls that i do while riding my bike, to be as accurate in comparing english stories as i am in keeping my checkbook balanced, to be able to bunny hop a bike, to be able to look back and not regret, the balls to put my gonads on the line once in a while, not ever be as closed minded with music as vern is, to bump to loud music in the now deceased 92 passat with phil, for everyone to hear the same 2PAC that i do - one with compassion/genius/personality/zest, for everybody to hear 'rock n' roll' by led zeppelin and know that what they did is such genius it's amazing, for everybody to hear 'car thief' by the beastie boys and realize that the world can suck because of 'all the wife beater and all the tax cheaters sitting in the white house pulling their peters' - but also realize that it can be a wonderful place because it has music like that, for people to care, for everyone to read at least one paragraph of the unabomber manifesto and then make a comment on it - but not until then, and the same for marilyn manson or 2 PAC or zach de la rocha or chuck d or noam chomsky or jello biafra or how about bob dylan or jim morrison, to be able to listen to eminem before looking at his white ass trying to rap then writing him off as a poser only to find out later that he's a person with feelings/thoughts/and all that gay shit which is not let in by most because of his color and baggy jeans, to be able to listen to 'love hurts' by nazareth without saying 'hell yea', to have the same drive as jerry rice/joe montana/steve young/steve prefontaine, to be as giving as phil, to be as smart as my dad/grandmother/mom/grandfather in no particular order, as eloquent as noam chomsky/howard zinn, to be a leader like MLK/malcolm x/che guevara, to have a world where MLK's dream of ECONOMIC equality is reality, for people to know that the preface to MLK's i have a dream speech talks about economic equality...not just racial equality because he knew it - and still is - a economic gap more than anything else, not to finish this paragraph - goto sleep - wake up and not care again - like everyone else.

  • 10-26-99

  • sleeping is fucked lately.
  • need to do lots of work for school, yay.
  • phil is gone.
  • going to study...now

  • 10-25-99

  • wasted day away.
  • still need to see american beauty.
  • rob zombie remix album comes out sometime in november...will buy.
  • goal for 2000 - to have 330 CDs. a tough goal economically.
  • tickets for the concert have been purchased.
  • that's all.

  • 10-24-99

  • it is much fun having phil up here.
  • stacy is staying?...good lord the shit hits the fan.
  • essay due tomorrow
  • mostly wasted this weekend, but it was extremely fun.
  • made breakfast burritos for people again this weekend...yippee.
  • watched fight club. 'review' here
  • niners suck more than i thought, good thing i don't watch any of the games.
  • got only 2 hours sleep after the overnight.
  • working NOW.

  • 10-19-99

  • beastie boys single wasn't out....weird. it's all good. i got 6 new cds anyway. yippee. check out additions here
  • Pi is a good movie...i'll have to see it again sometime. the soundtrack is awesome too.
  • tired.
  • lots of updating in the last two days.

  • 10-19-99

  • hard to wake up this morning
  • two great games on last night - monday night football was exciting to the end and so was the ALCS. I've decided, though, that i don't like the yankees...and feel sorry for the red sox. the yankees have no personality...they are a machine...too good, like the niners once were, but the yankees don't have a montana or a rice...just a damn machine...i hope atlanta whips their asses.
  • gotta go get a cd.
  • listening to everclear's latest...first time in a while...good cd, still.
  • bye.

  • 10-18-99

  • phil is officially coming up thursday...but the ticket isn't purchased so how official is it? hopefully it works out.
  • getting off work on friday is impossible, worst comes to worst i just quit, um i mean call in sick that day.
  • i have almost all my books now, not like having them helps unless you read them. =)
  • i hate reading when it's required and when you have to do so much so quickly. it's gay and it's not what learning should be.
  • more class, less homework...smaller classes too. discussions are good; even for me.
  • red hot chili peppers move up yet another notch...now behind queen and deep purple and run dmc and soundgarden and ac/dc and stp and doors and ccr and 2pac and guns n roses and metallica and nirvana and black sabbath and rage against the machine and led zeppelin and the beastie boys. but that's pretty far up there.
  • guns and roses live album coming out nov. 20th i do believe...live for their old shit, none of this axl rose only guns n roses crap...so it should be good.
  • must i reiterate? stp oct. 26th. beastie boys single oct. 19th (supposedly). rage against the machine nov 2nd. and their concert the 20th. beastie boys 2cd sounds of science best of comp. nov 26th...holy shit these two month rock. i'm jizzing all over the keyboard...i must clean now.
  • clean - good depeche mode song from the violator cd.
  • good lord my relatives and elders read this shit. that's the breaks.
  • homecoming game on friday so hopefully i can go to that with phil.
  • installed some shit. must restart i'll be back.
  • back i'm probably screwing myself by updating anything microsoft, but we'll see.
  • nevermind they wanted me to register with them....fat chance.
  • brendan o'brien and rick rubin are great producers. brendan - all three by stp...and possibly their fourth too. ratm's last two. vitology by pearl jam. and more i'm sure. rick rubin - red hot chili peppers' last few (including bloodsugarsexmagic and californication). run dmc's stuff. beastie boys' licensed to ill. ac/dc's latest. at least one track by NIN. and more i'm sure.
  • answered some questions on johnny's page.
  • the doors are good.
  • it's late. 4am. late. too late it is.

  • 10-14-99

  • test tomorrow.
  • stacy and gio came over tonight it was great.
  • pics from the sexfest - here. there is a movie too, but it's 11 megs large so if you really want it you can go through icq or something some day.
  • mad props, big thanks, to Johnny for the quickcam ... it's been great and i'll use it more. gotta get as much home porn in as possible before xmas.
  • thank you johnny thank you.
  • Rage Against the Machine is rocking my nuts these days. tempted, but not seriously so to move ahead of led zeppelin. if new album is as good as the first it could happen.
  • lots of updates this month = good business.
  • click here
  • updated cd list, word 7.0 version too.
  • need to read.

  • 10-13-99

  • rage is in town nov. 20th i'll be there.
  • rage single if fucking awesome, but stacy is cooler.
  • anyhoo. or is it anywho? i think it's the latter.
  • at any rate the receiver is back and is working, now.
  • i really like my cd player...too bad my receiver has been dead for so long.
  • got haircut.
  • took lots of quickcam pics.
  • updated recent movies page.
  • i'm late for bed.

  • 10-12-99

  • updated the papers page...it should work now. if you have word 7.0 and IE 5.0 i think you can just click on the link...it has some special plug-in. if not just download it.
  • tired. meeting in the middle of tuesday screws me up.
  • mountain dew saved the day...only 8 oz. went a long way.
  • updated quotes...added humorous quotes too.

  • 10-11-99

  • passed the 2300 mark.
  • the overnights screw me up lots.
  • updated papers i done written page. includes new story for English 101 which is due today. 1800 words. This is the rough draft, but final will be pretty much the same thing and will be posted later. this is my first story ever, although most of it is made up it's all well within the realm of things that happen at my work.
  • give me editorial topics here...i had one before, but i lost it.
  • rage against the machine will be in sacramento in late november...20th i think...i'm there, without a doubt. if it is the 20th i'll have to find someone to cover my shift.
  • so far the quote thing works...i think i'm going to add a funny quote button too...to balance it out.
  • hoping for receiver...very soon. hoping for cds....very soon.
  • phil might be coming in two weekends...yippee. must get friday off if that is the case. then i'll have to survive the overnight too. it sucks that i work on friday and saturday nights. i need the money though.
  • too late. sleepy.
  • behind on HW...history is a bitch, poli sci classes have good deal of reading too. english requires that you talk about reading so kinda got to read it by class time. the other classes just have tests. oh well.
  • tell me what you think of the story. it's in word 7.0 format so you should be okay if you have any word processor post 1996.
  • blah blah blah.

  • 10-9-99

  • Beastie Boys news...it's official, i think. nov 23rd...a best of 2 cd set. this is the other album that i told you all about a few months ago...the first being a remix lp. i'm so fucking happy.
  • i'll be buying the rage against them maching single on the 12th...you can be sure.
  • the things that make me that happy are very few.
  • have an interesting english paper to do. reporting type narrative thingy...with that type of description i'll fail it. at any rate i'm going to do 'a day in the life of...' type deal...and it's going to be a day at the shelter...should be easy to come up with plenty of stuff.

  • 10-8-99

  • updated recent movies list.
  • it's too late to do much.

  • 10-6-99

  • went to sleep at around 9, but got woken up twice by phone and several times by loud roommates...gay. now it's 2am.
  • updated the quotes above...a lot.
  • class at 11. work the overnight tonight...shitty.
  • called phil, gio, and johnny...no one was home. later phil called though so yippee.
  • rode back from the last overnight, sunday, it was slower, but still good for me. i averaged around 17 mph...top speed was only about 28. i want to get some aero bars...when i went in that position i went about 1 mph faster, but it was uncomfortable because i had my forearms on the regular metal handlebars.
  • have you noticed the time and date on the lower left hand corner?
  • i haven't gone out and bought a new cd in a while.
  • need to lube up bike. new back rim. new back tire. aero bars. clean it. rewrap handlebars. raise seat. eventually i guess.
  • johnny doesn't update enough.
  • if i had some grand goal at least i'd have something to keep my mind on. right now i just float from one goal to another...trying moderately at each.
  • need to make list of small projects to keep occupied (uh, in between homework that is).
  • i've said enough.

  • 10-5-99

  • been hectic.
  • updated archive page.
  • updated schedule...look at wednesday night now.
  • school has started. classes aren't too bad, yet. three big papers (8-15 pages). many small ones (for english).
  • English teacher is hardcore...damn!
  • tell me if the random quote thing above doesn't work.
  • just when i was getting lots of visitors i had to not update for so long. such is life.
  • they wanted to charge for receiver...i told them it was under warranty, they will fix for free...scary for a bit though.
  • 3 girls have said i'm either 'hot','cute', or 'really cool' in the last couple weeks. bfd. 2 are taken...1 needs to get on my jock and forget the other guy, 1 i don't care about, and the other is as close to asexual as possible.
  • utter gayness.
  • drugs are bad. you are dumb if you use them.

  • thanksgiving is looking like a lost cause. busy busy busy...reminds me of cat's cradle...excellent book...see the cat...see the cradle? ha!

    9-29-99

  • school is tomorrow. i thought it wasn't till friday.
  • updated schedule, mp3 list (text version), everything (mp3s).
  • bored.
  • everyone is back home now.
  • heard new rage song...pretty good, not great. i will like them all though...this i know.
  • receiver was sent today...yippee. thanks scott.
  • slept too much, went to sleep too late. this must change.
  • lifting everyday now. a 35 pound bar, it works i guess.
  • computer crashed...completely froze...weird, first time in few months. yippee.
  • bye.

  • 9-29-99

  • 117 hits this month...the most since may...Feb had most with 190.
  • work after 3 hours of sleep was fun. i'm still awake, it's 2:30.
  • picture of atom bomb explosion...subtitle - we were first! or that's what you get for being commie sympathizers! not sure yet, but i think i must have something to that effect.
  • hitler addressing crowd...full body shot...at top 'hitler wore khakis' at the bottom 'gap'. vern's idea - vern working at desk or biting into apple...bottom says 'think different' mac logo in corner.
  • darwin symbol mounting flipped over jesus fish symbol. yippee.
  • blank cds - no show yet. but i don't have anything to record yet anyway, this will change tomorrow.
  • ups missed package again...damn...will miss tomorrow...i'll be asleep and they come between 9-12....gay.
  • i love mcgwire as much as steve young...that's a lot!
  • 49ers...good showing overall. like phillips...clean up act=good. tennessee will be challenge.
  • have more than 100 cds i want.
  • rage's new single is out...guerilla radio. album title undetermined...still. nov. 2 is the release date...i'll be there. looking for mp3, if you can find i will rub feet. dead links suck.
  • next month will have many hits. i feel it.
  • funky music is a must...what song is that from?
  • that's all.

  • 9-28-99

  • lots of hits last week.
  • sickness is fading.
  • snuck into corn maze today with gio (christina), stacy, and scott. very fun.
  • work tomorrow, should be sleeping, but i saw something that disturbs me: Sammy Sosa has 604 at bats this year and 61 home runs and 74 walks. Mark McGwire has 508 at bats, 61 home runs and 126 walks, oh and has played in 8 fewer games...so what's this talk that Sosa is anywhere near the home run hitter? McGwire has a better team, 4 more RBIs, and 26 fewer strikeouts too, oh and a better slugging average and a better on base percentage too...so shut up Sosa is batting .291 and McGwire is batting .276...that's about all someone can say as far as Sosa being better. This preaching is continued from my past tirades. 12
  • wish different people visited webpage, but i gotta advertise for that. oh well.
  • sponsor still yields dime...so try it.
  • haven't seen movie on big screen for a while, but a couple are coming out...fight club among them.
  • class in couple days...really really gay.
  • oh McGwire has 1 more run than sosa too. just so you know.
  • ups came today...i wasn't here, so they didn't pick up. shit!
  • writer works, but i have only two blanks CDs...more forthcoming.
  • 3:16am wake up at 7a...catch bus at 8...work at 9...leave at 7p...home by 8:15p, IF bus has room for bike. last three times it hasn't...first time (after overnight) i rode home (approx. 15 miles....actually pretty fun...hit 34.9 mph!) second time i waited one hour for next bus to come, it did, but also had no room so i finally called scott...cross fingers that it doesn't happen again. i think after every overnight (sat-sun morning) i will ride back home...good work out.
  • isn't John 3:16 some famous passage...is there a book of John? fuck if i know.

  • 9-24-99

  • mp3 list updated, but without a few recent downloads.
  • got writer...yay.
  • should take more pics with quickcam...but of what?
  • need to call ups to pick up receiver...soon.
  • i'm sick. shit.

  • 9-23-99

  • Frank Wilson& The Cavaliers did Last Kiss before Pearl Jam
  • need to get ready for the big party. yippee. must get costume...i guess.
  • christina is cool.
  • you're welcome.
  • must help her with cleaning.
  • chemical brothers make good remixes.
  • might buy cd-writer tomorrow. maybe. we'll see.
  • we'll see.

  • 9-22-99

  • you get what you give
  • got back receiver yesterday - yay.
  • receiver broke last night - gay.
  • i should get a credit card and buy a new one - after all it's only money. music is better than money any day of the week.
  • fuck
  • need to buy books. great.
  • fuck you too.

  • 9-19-99

  • a wise friend once told me: " you can give a man some bread but show him how to build a house and he wont be so damn cold all the time"
  • i was at work and it was payday...a co-worker asked me if i had gotten Scott's paycheck (since he's out of town). I patted my butt to make sure the check was in my back pocket and said 'yea'. then she said 'whoa, didn't need to know about you and scott doing that stuff' (or something to this effect). i corrected her interpretation of my gesture by once again patting my butt and this time saying 'i meant afFIRMative'. i thought johnny, especially, might enjoy that little pun.
  • click on sponsor.

  • 9-18-99

  • patience is a virtue.
  • need to buy posters...need malcolm ten (oh yea, i mean X...ha ha) poster. yes NEED.
  • dirtchamber sessions cd rocks...excellent transitions.
  • if you like music you should own jilted generations and led zeppelin IV.
  • updated recent movies list.
  • the first two black sabbath albums were released in 1970, the first two led zeppelin albums were released in 1969 - holy fucking shit that is crazy. 4 albums, 2 years, 2 bands. never again such greatness, so close together.
  • updated cd list - prodigy's jilted generation cd moves from honorable mention to within the top 15. yippee.
  • hey dream girl my email address is cdawg@ucdavis.edu - mail me.

  • 9-17-99

  • had show today - almost all jazz, it was good. free jazz is fun. indie pop is gay right now.
  • being alone all the time is gay.
  • that's all.

  • 9-11-99

  • bored.
  • work overnight tonight. that will be boring.
  • made massive list of cds i want.
  • links to pics work. some of the pics are dark, but that's okay.
  • bored still.
  • still no receiver.
  • scott still in mexico, vern in berkeley and then santa cruz, jon still in SF.
  • woke up at 5p today went to sleep at 6a - hope that helps with the overnight...it should.
  • if you can find a "cool hand luke poster" tell me...the only one i found so far was $250. so after much thought i passed on that purchase.
  • beastie boys poster looks really nice - mounting was $30 and worth it. 40X60 - 240 sq. in. of pleasure...kinda like something else i know.
  • anywho. good bye.

  • 9-10-99

  • more drumming today.
  • played N64
  • took pics of room. posted here
  • fantasy baseball should be well in hand in another week...i should be in third.
  • bored.
  • work today 5-10
  • girls are troubling...bad like a cold, but no one wants a cold - if you catch my drift.
  • prodigy's "jilted generation" cd fucking rocks, but i already knew that.
  • call me a sellout, but i like Jay-Z's 'hard knock life'
  • mtv VideoMusicAwards show is a joke, but the beastie boys still won everything they were nominated for. of course being among groups like the backstreet boys makes it less of an achievement, but still...
  • kinda updated the shoulds list, although i think that it is a lost cause...there are so many and it's not like people are actually going to take my advice.

  • 9-9-99

  • updated cd list...now has stuff i've gotten recently at top...like mp3 list...will update mp3 list soon.
  • added a movie page...as if i don't have enough pages already. this is a list of movies i've seen recently...i rank them (thumbs up or down, because numbers get annoying) and say a little blurb about them if i want.
  • waiting on receiver...please come soon, i'm dying for non-headphone music.
  • i need some more editorial topics. so if you want to hear me complain about something or go off on something...just suggest it here.
  • phil is in europe...lucky bastard. he wrote me an e-mail from a phone booth...pretty cool stuff.
  • "the end" is an excellent song.
  • been drumming lately...that's fun even though i lack coordination.

  • 9-8-99

  • phone shit is fixed and that's that.
  • fantasy baseball is lacking big time because of it.
  • the niners sucked against denver, but denver is good so it wasn't like losing to the bengals or anything.
  • scott's going to mexico for a while.
  • school is coming up. will update schedule when i can.
  • bike has flat tire.
  • sleep has been interesting.
  • that's all.

  • 9-1-99

  • Rage Against the Machine's new album...due November 3rd. they said that they are very proud of it, so that's good.
  • my receiver is dead. think it was my fault, trying to get fixed now. we'll see
  • in the meantime i have to listen to music on headphones so that sucks.
  • 13th warrior was good, John McTiernan rocks.
  • i'm bored...no where to go. all two of my friends are gone.
  • went to sleep at 7am woke up at 2pm missed the UPS guy so hopefully he'll come tomorrow to pick up the receiver.
  • get paid friday. need to buy posters and mount my beastie boys poster so that i can completely fill my walls with decorations.
  • new room is good so far.
  • vern is messy, but what else is new.
  • should i go watch a movie?
  • the only movie i'd want to watch by myself is outside providence since it's funny so i might do that.
  • my schedule is so screwed.
  • show tomorrow.
  • work 5-10p friday, work 10p-8a saturday. gay.
  • click sponsor to give me dime.
  • to go it is time.
  • ha.
  • oh fiona apple's new album title is 90 words long - loser.

  • 8-28-99

  • the beastie boys 12" came yesterday...that was fast.
  • i'm moved in. it's dope
  • johnny's was cool, played horseshoes, badminton, went shooting (at cans), went to the boardwalk, mall, downtown, etc. hung out plenty...it was a good trip...train was slow, but gave my MiniDisc a workout.
  • johnny lent me a camera for the computer so i will take some pictures of new room, me, friends, butt, & whatever else.
  • have work today for 5 hours.
  • phones aren't connected...for new rooms that is so i have my phone upstairs and for online i use jesus's line...until it gets changed. but that's the only problem with new room so far.
  • i didn't hook up my record player so i better buy one that has a phono output quick.
  • lots of decorating to do.
  • thinking about hooking up speakers that go into the bathroom and having those on speaker set B on the receiver...should be fun to use my old computer speakers for something good.
  • that's all.

  • 8-24-99

  • going to johnny's today.
  • work - fine.
  • made a cd case which should fit about 1000 cds, so i'll be set....for a while.
  • green day is right - nice guys finish last.
  • 13 hits on tuesday...that's dope, phat, tight, cool, etc.
  • beastie boys scientists of sound lp is coming within a couple days.
  • i lack funds.
  • moving this weekend...hopefully. need to straighten out phone situation...and need to make those involved care enough to pack up.
  • last radio show was with vern...went pretty well.
  • they're going to great america...vern his girl, her roommate and her man...sounds like i missed out on being excluded...darn, i guess johnny's place will have to do. i'm not exactly keen on amusement parks anyway.
  • hear jon got a new reciever and cd player...must be fun to have 1600 bucks handed to you...but not having it handed to you builds character so yippee.
  • i'm spoiled still.
  • saw killing zoe...another on the must see list...pretty good, but not excellent.
  • saved 40 bucks by building the cd case. it fits twice as many cds too. and it gave me something to do.
  • i need more projects...little stuff.
  • i finished cat's cradle in case i didn't already say that...really good book. first i've read for pleasure in about 5 years, beside aptpupil...which was a novella, so i don't know if that counts. reading can be good if the author cares to entertain rather than talk about a bead of sweat dripping from some idiots brow for five pages...that's why i don't read too much...that and the fact that stories these days don't seem as clever as cat's cradle was. but i'm probably just ignorant. at any rate if you have any suggestions for a good book along the lines of vonnegut - tell me. i've read slaughter house five, so go from there.
  • bored.
  • tired.
  • was late for work today. worked an hour after to make up for it...then took a bus two hours after work was after. i was misinformed about the bus running near work after 7p - it didn't so i had to walk to mall - took one hour...then waited 30mins for bus then 25 mins on bus, then 10 mins on bike...approx. figures of course.
  • need to drink some soda....i'm a fiend.

  • 8-17-99

  • been getting more hits...that's nice.
  • cd list is updated. i passed the 275 mark.
  • I went looking for building supplies for my cd case...it's going to be about 50 buck cheeper making the case than buying it from tower.
  • sources say there is a new STP album...coming november. a new Rage Against The Machin album is expected in october, but the site says nothing to confirm.
  • Beastie Boys 12" with remixes of Hello Nasty era stuff coming this year.
  • Got my two BS 2000 albums on vinyl...two @ $8 compared to the $150 people were paying a few months ago when it was out of print....good deal just for waiting i'd say.
  • saw menace II society again yesterday - excellent. you should see it. and i saw do the right thing - spike lee rocks.
  • updated mp3 list too

  • 8-14-99

  • johnny and vern are both back so things are getting back to normal. i work on monday from 8am-4pm which sucks because it means i need to wake up at 6.
  • blair witch project was really good, but not the best horror film ever. seeing lock stock and two smoking barrels later tonight which should be nice.
  • need to eat.
  • i'm up at 10am for some reason...weird.
  • if i have 270 cds and most cds at tower or other cd stores cost around 16 dollars how much money have i spent on CDs? holy shit that's crazy. of course i don't usally pay 16 bucks, except for imports when i pay 25-32 bucks. then there are the singles which average around 7-8 bucks, mostly because the beastie boys singles are so expensive, but they also come with posters or videos on them for the computer so it usually makes it worth the buy, even for a non bboy fan. i've got 7 imports. and 3 bootlegs, which usally cost the same, but i traded so they were free. and i've got 15 singles...i rather not figure out exactly how much it adds up to. but i can tell you that if you want a lot of cds you better find someone like Mariescds@aol.com or buy a cd writer so you can split the cost of cd with your friend and then give them a copy.
  • Sixth Sense is a must see for anyone who is alive or dead...blair witch project is also a must see, so just see both of them.
  • fantasy football coming up. fantasy baseball is good, i'm almost in third after being in ninth the whole year. i'm also number 33,xxx out of 330,xxx so that's nice.
  • wonder if i'll get hits for the XXX above? ha ha ha
  • i kinda updated the about me page, and the rants page

  • 8-8-99

  • there are some movies that are meant to entertain, others are meant to teach, great movies do both. what i have in mind are movies like boyz in the hood, menace to society, shawshank redemption, and American History X, which I just saw.
  • movies and music, alike, often lend insight into societies problems...Summer of Sam (spike lee) did a good job, just as the rest of the movies i listed. songs like the message by grandmaster flash, war pigs by black sabbath, something's got to give by the beastie boys, everything that rage against the machine has done, etc. all help understand society's lackings. my point? there are some movies you should watch a few times in your life, some songs you should listen, really listen, to and there are some books that you should read to be a better more understanding person.
  • i think i'll make a list. if you have suggestions please send them....this list is in NO WAY comprehensive, i.e. there's no way in hell i'll be able to cover everything, this is just a small list i have come up with off the top of my head.

  • 8-5-99

  • ordered bs 2000, two of em.
  • radio show was today...forgot it was thursday (i thought it was still wednesday)...as a result i was 20 mins. late and unprepared. it still went well though and it was more fun. i wasn't nervous either. maybe i'll prepare on wednesdays instead and then just come in 10 mins before the show so i won't be all wound up.
  • package came today, but i wasn't here to sign so they left it at the office...i'll go there early tomorrow to see if my things have arrived...hopefully it's what i'm waiting for and not something for jesus or something.
  • one more month in this room...sept. first i move downstairs and start paying more.
  • work is jacking me...first my boss didn't call to schedule, then when i called her she wasn't there, then i called again and she was and then she only gave me like 25 hours a week...lame, esp. when someone just got fired there should be more hours avail...before the break i was getting around 40...i think i'll just drop by with scott when she isn't there and work without being scheduled. could get in trouble. couldn't care less.
  • whoa, i'm a bad ass. psych. not. ha ha.
  • hits hits hits hits.
  • run-d.m.c. raising hell is an excellent album.
  • i need more space for cds. i think i will make a cd case rather than sinking 90 bucks into a pre-made one.
  • i need to stock up some money this month for the school year....uh oh yea i'm only working 25 hours a fucking week! shit that bitch.akljsfd
  • i get a paycheck friday (tomorrow), but that will be small.
  • i think i'll sell my soul, should be able to buy a nice turntable with the money from that.
  • if she disses me and keeps this 25 hour crap i'm going to get another job or something...oooh, i'll do yardwork...gotta go look on the ucd job site.
  • later.

  • 8-3-99

  • i'm back.
  • bs 2000 still isn't out yet.
  • my paycheck was more than i thought.
  • i got a cd writer and it's working...i'll probably return it within the 14 days, but at least i can back up some stuff make a few copies and rest assurred that my computer isn't hopeless in terms of future cd writers being installed.
  • camp was fun.
  • i'm getting barely any hits these days.
  • johnny and luke are both gone so that's one reason.
  • that's all for now.

  • work meeting was interesting...lots of shit happened while i was gone. one person was fired and another could be...jeesh calm down people.
     

    7-21-99

  • I leave later today.
  • I have my radio show later today.
  • I'm packing now.
  • I got three more cds today. damn that rocks. 21 in three days. as a result i deleted 13 mp3s.
  • I think we're leaving to get back to davis on monday because both scott and i have work/meeting on tuesday. that means i'll actually have sunday and part of monday to relax without little punks.
  • I work with kids a lot...never woulda thunk it.
  • I, I, I. learn to start a sentence some other way.
  • I want to send my receiver to the repair center to see if they can do anything about the very mild, only slightly noticeable, once in a while hiss on the right channel...i don't think it's big, but i figure since i only have to pay for shipping i may as well do it.
  • BS 2000 still isn't on sale...i want two, that's the max, but they aren't on sale yet, damn!
  • next paycheck will pay for a new cd player...5 disc carousel...my portable was freaking out the other day and i want a 5 disc changer too. my cd player gets used a lot.
  • music is good. i like music.
  • updated cd list.
  • moment of silence for JFK jr.
  • okay i'm over it. i'll lose more sleep when jello biafra, marilyn manson, or noam chomsky die. sorry to tell you.
  • cake cd is solid, but not great. i also got the godzilla cd and bob marley - catch a fire, today.
  • the stanley kubrick films thereof cd is good. as is the u2 best of, cassius 1999 was a surprise (go astralwerks!), chili peppers was solid, better than cake's, eminem was the most pleasant surprise. nat king cole was pretty good too. oh and the tangerine dream cd was good chill music...new wave.
  • nice mix i think...new wave (tangerine dream)...rap (whodini & eminem)....pop (u2 and godzilla soundtrack to an extent)...oldies/vocal star (nat king cole)...synth pop/electronica (cassius/source material cds)...classical (stanley kubrick films cd)...latin (buena vista social club)...reggae (bob marley)...indie rock/pop (bis)...metal/hard rock (ozzy, skid row, and jimmy page & robert plant and godzilla soundtrack to an extent)...alternative (chili peppers and godzilla soundtrack to an extent) and then there are those that i decline to categorize....depeche mode and scott weiland.
  • i like.

  • 7-20-99

  • updates and hits have been very sporadic lately. i'll get 6 hits a day and then zero for the next two. i'll update two days in a row and then not for another week. i won't update from the 24th through the 1st of august.
  • i've gotten 18 cds in the last 2 days, no joke. it rocks. a few days before that i got 5. i'm out of space for cds so i'll have to build or buy some kind of huge case.
  • i got a couple from the astralwerks label, the new red hot chili peppers one, tangerine dream, ozzy osbourne, u2, skid row, elvis costello, buena vista social club, depeche mode - violator, heart, nat king cole, bis, eminem (good shit), whodini, and music from the films of stanley kubrick...to name a few. those are the most notable cds. i'm pretty happy so far with most of them. i've had barely anytime to listen to music though.
  • i had work today and i didn't wake up until about 2 so i didn't listen to much of the new music. i have 10 hours of work tomorrow, but i'll get back home around 9:30 since i get off work at about 7pm...bad travel time. then i have the radio show the next day so i'll have to listen to that music during that day. i think i might leave thursday night too. we'll see.
  • i'll bring my cd player for the car though so scott and i can listen to my new cds and i can get my fill before going off to camp for a week. the kids at camp are going to be hellish.
  • tim, a client from work, left friday before i got a chance to say goodbye...they leave so quickly. work tomorrow will seem longer without him, it did today.
  • rick rubin produced the new chili peppers cd...he rocks.
  • bs2000 is suppossed to be re-issued today, but so far it's not for sale online.

  • 7-14-99

  • per at bat McGwire still has more homers than anyone in both leagues in the HR race. He's a pimp. His batting average is down a lot though this year.
  • sammy sosa strikes out a LOT more and McGwire has about 40 something more walks thans Sosa. I'd rather have Mark...he's the shit. besides there are plenty of good outfielders out there, jeff bagwell is the only first baseman who can honestly say he's anywhere near as good as McGwire, on this off year.
  • i need to wake up in 7 hours.
  • cold is better, the cough persists slightly though.
  • marilyn manson's music is good, i'm dealing with it you should too.
  • bob dylan's music is good too, you should have dealt with that by now as well.
  • kurt cobain's music is also good, deal with that one too.
  • i got a letter from helen thompson on the CA assembly after i wrote her that e-mail about the colorado thing and attached my poli sci essay...she wrote to say thanks for the letter and that she read the essay and of course agreed with me that education is really important. i guess the world won't end as soon as i thought.

  • 7-13-99

  • so much for regular updates.
  • i worked 50+ hours last week and about 25 this week in three days.
  • i leave friday.
  • i want to see eyes wide shut thursday, but i might wait to see with dad. seeing american pie tomorrow, probably.
  • only five hours of work tomorrow. ten the next day.
  • my first solo radio show was okay, next is on the 22nd. i'm sick, but getting better it was horrible the day of the show. sleep has suffered because of it.
  • i'm able to afford insurance so i need to hit up my dad for the car. we'll see about that.
  • nothing spectacular. johnny leaves wednesday.
  • wish list revised is here.

  • 7-4-99

  • all but two of my friends are at least 1.5 hours away. of those remaining one has work the other has a quasi-boyfriend person. i'm over it.
  • music is good.
  • i plan on watching the summer of sam and then sneaking into big daddy after that, or the vise versa, but watching both is my plan for tonight. oh and eating something other than birthday cake and 'sticky buns' (really good cinnamon buns without the white glaze all in a loaf and homemade = really really good). between those two presents i think i can gain about 10 lbs and rot three more teeth. thus i have brushed my teeth thrice today and lifted a barbell a few times.
  • my show is thursday. i need a 120 min. tape, and i need to prepare a bit. i don't think i'll have a guest which isn't a good thing, i.e. it's either bad or somewhere in the middle.
  • that last sentence was as gay as grease. no the movie.
  • for the last three months i've spent over $100 a month on music. in june, may, and april i spent more on music than on food. the good news is that my cd cases are full. the bad news is that i can always get more cases. the good news is that i'm making more money now. the bad news is that i should probably start paying for books and clothes now. the good news is that that bad news is good in the long run. the good news is that there is more good news than bad news.
  • Out of Order by Thomas E. Patterson is a good book about the media sucking. read it or you are a dolt, nimcompoop, and a fool to boot, says James Carville.
  • send suggestions regarding a face lift for this page here, also include any general criticisms or praises there.

  • porn, cursing, and selfishness lead to a life of sin and ultimately a horrid existence in HELL!

    June Archive

    6-27-99
  • the fist word of the beastie boy album "hello nasty" is "well" the last is "death"...interesting observation by me, myself, and i.
  • i've been listening to that album more lately. it's good. very good.
  • did nothing today. i hope i work 50 hours every week for the rest of the summer. except whittle time when i work 24 hrs a day.
  • that's all.

  • 6-26-99

  • lots of work this week. 14 on sunday, 9.5 on tuesday, 5.5 on wednesday, 8 on thursday, 14.5 on friday, and 5.5 today (sat.)
  • that amounts to money for a new CD-R if i wanted, but i don't think i'll do that. i have a new system...cash my checks and get all cash, except $ for rent, phone and utils. everything else cash and put money at the beg. of the month in a bottle for savings, new cd player, etc. and then some for food....it'll make me manage my money better since it's cash and not just a check or a number in my checkbook.
  • got a ride from tristan to work today, only to learn that all the clients were at the pool, in davis. so the staff left at the shelter packed up to relieve those staff already at the pool and we went back to davis. after work i needed to get home somehow...the bus was supposed to leave around 10:45pm from the mall, only problem was getting to the mall in woodland from the shelter. it's 5 miles away and i got off work at 10 so i couldn't exactly walk. i got a ride and got on the bus that was there waiting, my ride left. the bus driver asked where i was going i said davis he said this bus doesn't go to davis and then said he didn't think that there were anymore buses coming. i started thinking about the 16 mile walk home...i would have rather walked than gotten a ride. the bus driver called up for me and asked if there was another bus coming. as he was on the phone the bus pulled up, i got on and went to davis. that was the first time that the bus worked for me...good thing too.
  • i walked home 1 mile from the bus stop because i thought i was going to pick up my bike from a friend's house, but i didn't have my keys so i couldn't unlock the bike from outside her place. oh well.
  • sold my cd writer, money isn't in pocket yet though.
  • when roommates leave beer in the refrigerator it's a wise idea to dump out the liquid, clean the inside with water and moutwash and then use the bottle as a piggy bank...i've got four piggy banks and have prevented people from being idiots.
  • i have lots of mp3s.
  • led zeppelin is a good, strike that, great band. rolling stones are a good band, but overrated cuz they are old. same with aerosmith, but more so. aerosmith and the rolling stones are still good though, don't get me wrong.
  • rick rubin is perhaps the greatest producer in music, ever.

  • 6-21-99

  • spent 14 hours at work...shift was 10 hours. bus on sunday sucks or is non-existent.
  • Dingel (sp.?) amendment passed...fuck idiots...all 218 of them, vs. the 211 smart representatives. i saw the debates on c-span and the dumb people (NRA paid no doubt) kept saying that the amendment would protect the rights of the people...bullshit...it adds more loopholes than something with a lot of loopholes and makes the waiting period almost obsolete. the issue is not whether people can buy guns or not, it's just how long they need to wait and if 'law abiding citizens' (as the NRA reps kept refering to hunters and NRA members as) can't wait up to 6 days to make sure felons get guns then they should suck a brick or something really bad.
  • the highlight of the debates, from what i saw, was when a black democratic representative (i think he was actually from TX, but that doesn't sound right based upon what he said) went off on how stupid the amendment was (is) and despite the gavel being pounded, signally his time being up, he kept going on about how the Dingbat amendment was a giant loophole and wasn't going to harm law abiding citizens, but make sure that felons didn't get weapons - plain and simple. i was quite exciting, cheering for him and the like...it was the most exciting political moment of my career in politics.

  • 6-20-99

  • girls don't have to be girlfriends - a good lesson.
  • since my b-day is approaching i think it wise to post a wish list of sorts.
  • today, technically, i have 10 hours of work...that was a short break.

  • 6-18-99

  • finals are done.
  • a movie need not be entertaining to be great. Jungle Fever is a great film. sadly though some laugh to avoid feeling uncomfortable, or say the ending is weird just because they don't understand it.
  • i'm selling my cd writer. fuck it.
  • show will be every other thursday 2:30-4:30pm for the summer
  • finals could have been worse...could have been better. we'll see.
  • girls interest me.
  • wouldn't life be easier if we were all just honest? i tried it...it works. you should try it sometime.
  • i forgot, how many times do you live again?

  • 6-12-99

  • out of about 60 hours i slept a total of 4 and consumed 4 liters of mountain dew, wrote a total of 21 pages, read many more, took one take home quiz and went to 5 hours of classes. the papers are done and i slept 13 hours last night. i got high off the mountain dew it was weird.
  • i'll start updating a lot more often once finals are over.
  • not much great has happened....
  • oh girls are confusing so if you are one...just don't be impossible.
  • i revamped my mp3 lists...text version, winamp generated version, word 7.0 version, and made it less broken...every update before May 99 is now integrated into the main list...makes it easier to find stuff for those that can't use the find command. i left the deletions list just because...and those are seperated by date still...not sure if i'll keep it like that. i also have a beastie boys only list (includes adrock's solo BS 2000 project)...150 something there and a list containing every mp3 on my hard drive, except those in the download directory...both these lists are in the winamp generated format. updated the mp3/cd wish list too.
  • also check out the domains list...people from weird domains are visiting my site.
  • also updated the cd list a bit. only a few additions, but it's completely current.
  • added two papers to the papers list.

  • 6-2-99

  • updated mp3 list and cd list.
  • i think my cd writer is officially dead...i'm gonna sell it on ebay pretty soon...because i'm pretty sure it's my computer not liking it...unless i can find HP gold on gold cds...those seem to be the only ones that work. so if you can find gold on gold cds made by hp tell me please!
  • i have between 19 and 24 pages due by the 10th...i have done about 3 pages worth so far. shit.
  • have work tomorrow.
  • went running today.

  • 5-26-99

  • "Like the latest fashion, Like a spreading disease, The kids are strappin' on their way to the classroom, Getting weapons with the greatest of ease" - Offspring 1994 "strappin'" for you older folks means carrying a gun or 'gat'.
  • my cd cases are running out of space and when i get my paychecks they will be full....need to get a super cd case that carries like 500 cds.
  • i need to go now.
  • yesterday i had three glasses of lemonade, .8 lbs of bread and a frozen yogurt.

  • 5-25-99

  • as a freshman you have an excuse for not doing too hot in school because you 'are adjusting'...this is true. second year there is the phenomenon they call the sophomore slump...sounds about right....fourth year there is 'senioritis'...i have experienced all of the above...by these rationale the only year you are expected to do well is junior year...sounds about right in my case.
  • it's quite amazing how important it is to update your webpage, dust your room, clean the bathroom, etc. when you have a paper to work on....i was so bored i almost talked with jon!
  • show last night was my personal favorite we're getting really good, good in the sense that we can do our mixing well, sometimes getting lucky, but luck is a residue of design...good also because we are able to come in only 30 mins before show time and still put on really good show. and we handle problems a lot better...like last week turning the levels up for turntable #3 made and echo so we didn't use that turntable and used the echo to add to the mixing and our voices...i guess we're just getting good like that. work later today...hopefully that bus deal works out.
  • i'm out of debt...that's dope.

  • 5-23-99

  • so i haven't updated for shit lately, losing hits so here's the update. i have a 3-4 page paper 'prospectus' due on tuesday...went to library to work on that.
  • nothing really great or bad has happened.
  • got a d+ on my midterm in poli sci 175 (same class as the paper)
  • classes are getting more and more gay and i'm getting more and more lazy
  • started work. took over 2 hours to get there by bus. would have taken half that time if i biked.
  • reciever has weird crackling sound like the beginning of a record in right channel at constant volume and only happens once in a while, but it's enough, esp. when on headphones to bug the hell out of me. that figures...nothing i buy actually ends up working correctly for very long.
  • added papers link to left. page has always been there, but no link i guess i forgot it or something.
  • show tonight. great.
  • i've been eating better lately.
  • school sucks i'm getting burned out.
  • mp3 and cd lists updated

  • 5-11-99

  • show last night was from 3-6 instead of 2-4, it was long and tiring.
  • whittle stuff came i'm getting all paperwork ready for that.
  • weekend was awesome, two of the most fun days every. my body has been abused lately...hit by car while riding bike, land on head while jumping on trampoline, and getting tossed like a rag doll 8 feet in the air while 'tubing' (being pulled by boat while in inner tube)...i hit that huge wake quite fast...it rocked. i'm fine so don't worry.
  • two midterms on thursday, we'll see about that...don't feel too good about either.
  • cd writer still doesn't work...that's gay.
  • got the job for woodland youth services...will be up here pretty much the whole summer working full time. i'll be a mentor type for abused/neglected kids with behavior problems, should be interesting, but rewarding.
  • i should update more, but i've been lazy, busy, gone.
  • updated mp3 list...winamp generated one anyway. accidently overwrote the mp3 page. so it's revamped.
  • sleep schedule is screwed. i'm tired. next update thursday night.

  •  

     

    5-1-99

  • so i hadn't done anything about the columbine shit...so i felt bad after lecturing everyone else...i'm sure no one did anything, but that's because man is by nature a selfish animal. so i have now done something, here's the e-mail i sent to feinstein, boxer, doug ose (my rep), and helen thompson (assistant speaker pro temp for the california assembly):

  • I write to you about something very important. I'm sure you have heard and
    are sad about the Colorado tragedy...I write to you in the hope that you can
    make sure this kind of outrageousness is prevented in the future. How might
    you be able to accomplish this?  Many blame this on the ability of minors to
    acquire guns.
    I feel that this is only a minor problem compared to the bigger picture - an
    alienated and disengaged polity, an un-educated polity. When I say educated
    I mean not just book-wise, but also in socialization skills for this too is
    a job that should be dealt within schools - especially since parents these
    days value bowling more than PTA meetings.
    Without lecturing you on my stances I have attached an essay I wrote on why
    education is the biggest problem in the country today...I also explain, to a
    certain extent, what education should entail. I also leave it up to you to
    contact me if you want to bounce your ideas off me...yea right. Essentially
    I feel that more emphasis should be placed on education. As a result of my
    convictions I will write you once a week outlining further what my views
    are. You'll have to earn my vote, not buy it like so many of your peers do.
     

  • not meant to win a pulitzer, but get the point across. so now i'm not a hypocrite and hopefully you feel bad enough to actually do something. if oprah can, then maybe you should.
  • funny/sad story: realized i had latin quiz today (friday) last night at 9pm...started studying some vocab and basic declension type crap...watched er and went on computer...next thing i know it's 3 am...darn...set alarm for 8 am (class is at 11 am) instead of pm like i did the other day (i usually wake up at 10 am for the 11 am class, but i set the alarm for 10 pm two days ago...oh well.) i set it for 8 so i could study before going to the class...next morning: i am half awake and feel well rested, surprisingly considering the fact that the alarm hasn't gone off and i went to sleep so late...i look at watch expecting it to be 7:59, one minute before the alarm is going to go off...i look at watch it's 10:47...shit! i roll over and lay in bed for two mins...there is another latin class at 1 pm, but i have work from 1-3 pm so i'd have to get a sub...also it's frowned upon to goto the 1 pm class on test days, but not forbidden...i jump out of bed, wash face, brush teeth, put on deodorant, get into yesterday's clothes and bike against the wind to school in about 8 mins...one minute late, but no teacher...i study for 1 minute...teacher comes in and returns hw...study one more minute and take quiz...fail it. we have one drop grade, no worries.
  • where is jon? i don't know...he used to keep me abreast of such happenings, but blood is going to the other head i guess. that's how the ball bounces.
  • played basketball today...been doing that lately...i sucked and got pushed around by tristan and jesus...they are big i am not...jesus plays like his life is on the line, but vern and i lost nonetheless...i demand rematch i'm not taking prisoners this time.
  • spell check for composer is gay...catches all these "..." and asks me about them. spell check for outlook express doesn't work. weird.
  • hey if you click on my sponsor i get a dime now...i'm not changing the graphic i'm lazy, but still click there mutha fucka!
  • hmmmm. oh rage against the machine announced tour dates...two in new york one in japan...you get the point nothing anywhere near here....yet, i hope.
  • i can't goto any concerts until i goto either beastie boys OR rage against the machine, once i go to either, not both, i can go to others...it's my rule, it's gotta be done. they've earned it.
  • oh, big development....rage against the machine was ousted from it's long-held number two slot on my favorite bands...if you remember it was number one until about october or november of 97...so where is rage now and who is number two? rage is number 3 and led zeppelin is number 2. mostly because zep has done more...i could listen to zep for 9 hours straight, one because they made/i own that much music and two because they are that great...after 3 hours i run out of original material for rage, but that will change this year...sometime. still no release date for new album
  • speaking of revolutionary music...marilyn manson, the internet, and doom are the causes of the colorado thing...duh can you say scapegoat? for the last 30 years a 10 year old could go into the library and check out the anarchist cookbook and learn how to get high off of banana peels, make plastique, make napalm, pipe bombs, etc. as for marilyn manson...well 'they' better i hope i don't listen to rage against the machine's lyrics and actually 'take the power back'. the media is dumb.
  • tidbit: the top 1% of the population owns 40% of the country's wealth...counter-argument: well clinton and those pricks have new legislation and they are creating so many new jobs...and new wealth! oh. here: the top 1% of the population owns 60% of the newly created wealth. there goes that theory. more people are working more jobs with fewer benefits...

  • enough. me sleep.

    4-28-99

  • basketball season is almost over and thus so is my fantasy basketball league.
  • show this week went well.
  • have that job interview tomorrow, need to figure out the bus schedule soon because relying on scott is gay.
  • i like lemonade.
  • this month's page is going to be large, almost as large as october's.
  • hopefully i get the job and quitting my old one goes well, i feel bad but that's how it works i guess.

  • 4-22-99

  • not much to report
  • 'all i really want is girls'
  • my computer is being gay...fixed ie 5.0, but cd-writer still ails me.

  • 4-21-99

  • so my desperate plea for comments has yielded two in the last day. not bad. i am working right now on all that has been asked of me.
  • day was same as any other wednesday. thursday i will play some basketball.
  • check out my gripe about the Colorao incident here. it was quite the stream of consciousness so don't diss me for my spelling or grammar, just get the point of it and you'll be a better person.
  • i also talk about overpopulation, "being natural", college, and drinking and drugs.
  • check all that out...it took a long time.

  • 4-20-99

  • so colorado is the latest victim of incivility...this is gay and i hope you think so enough to do something about it.
  • back at home vern is getting it on with his girlie girl. in the meantime i'm updating my webpage and listening to schooly d.
  • looking into another job opportunity for this year and summer...we'll see.

  • 4-19-99

  • ever since feb. i've been getting fewer and fewer hits per month. lots fewer this month, but that is leftover from last month's slacking.
  • no one really comments on my page so i don't know what people like the most...obviously not my mp3 list, but what do you think i should update more often? i want to update the editorials more but don't have topics really. submit comments and ideas here.
  • "if the vibe was suicide then you would push the button." -rage against the machine.
  • that's all

  • 4-14-99

  • updated campus cinema page. that director chick should give me gratuitous sex or money, either would work for me just fine.
  • did spell check for editorial page...many mistakes, beside obide->abide.
  • picked up my KDVS 'gift' 'premium' whatever you want to call it for the $20 tax deductible donation i made - two of the best cds i've gotten in a while...i'm impressed. props to the Mad Hatter for suggesting them and me for asking him to suggest something rather than just going with the beatles white album or the money mark and cornelius cds.
  • schedule is real now.
  • johnny hasn't been updating his page lately, that sucks.
  • picnic day is this weekend - largest all student-run event in the nation...cool and it's pretty good too. i'll be there will you?
  • johnny and bro are coming up this weekend so they will be there.
  • i left my wallet in el segundo.
  • it's a song.
  • helicopters and 300 more aircraft ordered to kosogay=ground troop support=gay
  • can't we all just get along?
  • the voices are telling me to stop
  • phil is camping as we speak for the phantom menace...man he's crazy about star wars. it's all good

  • 4-13-99

  • Rage Against the Machine guitarist Tom Morello (Harvard Educated) had a online chat the other day at www.ratm.com and talked about several issues - guess jeans sucking nuts and running sweat shops, kosovo being a gay situation and other political issues, but here are a couple highlights:

  • Questions include:
    1. How do you feel about "selling yourself out" by putting music videos on MTV and such, a breeding ground for all the money makers out there today?
    2. Which bands have influenced you the most?
    3. Tom how was the experience of getting arrested for protesting a clothing manufacturer who is despicable
    4. Tom- what guitarists had the most influence on your style of playing?
    5. Tom, do you object to people bootlegging your work and circulating it as MP3's

    Moderator Q: Which bands have influenced you the most?
    Tom Morello: When the band first formed I used to describe our music as a cross between Soundgarden and Public Enemy. There's obviously a healthy dose of punk rock in our sound as well. The Clash are my favorite band of all time. And let us not forget the mighty Black Sabbath.
    my comments: giving props to black sabbath...i like it! of course they have done shows with the beastie boys...i like, and soundgarden rocks, which you know if you know me and public enemy, well just check my mp3 list.

    Moderator: Matt from Jersey... Tom how was the experience of getting arrested for protesting a clothing manufacturer who is despicable
    Tom Morello: Guess Jeans, the despicable clothing manufacturer, is still a company worthy of boycotting. They continue to operate sweatshops here in Southern California, grossly underpaid workers, and sabotage union activities. We attempted to purchase billboards in major cities around the country a couple of years ago asking people to boycott Guess. Their attorneys got to the billboard owners and succeeded in blocking our legal attempts to buy billboard space. We then attempted to purchase radio commercial time on alternative rock stations around the country exposing Guess' abuses. Again, Guess was successful in intimidating radio stations (with the notable exception of KROQ in Los Angeles) into not playing our anti-sweatshop spots. At that point, it seemed that our only recourse to get news of the boycott out was to perform some sort of civil disobedience. Myself and some 30 activists and organizers and student supporters were arrested for blocking the entrance to a Robinson-May Company store in Santa Monica to protest Guess Jeans. We spent about half a day in jail and it was pretty painless and helped to spread word about the boycott. U.N.I.T.E., the garment workers union, in the aftermath of the boycott achieved some major gains. Workers who were fired for their union organizing activities were forced to be rehired and many Guess workers received back pay for being gypped by the company. You all should please continue to boycott Guess products until they treat all their workers with the respect and dignity they deserve.
    my comments: I give props to KROQ and guess - well their clothes suck anyway.

    Moderator: Charlie, Oakland CA- Tom, do you object to people bootlegging your work and circulating it as MP3's
    Tom_Morello: I have no objection to people listening to Rage Against the Machine music for free. I'm not that familiar with MP3, but some friends have run off some great bootleg albums for me which I enjoy. When a shadow company takes the reigns though, and is profiting at the expense of the ban
    my comments: how can't you know about MP3? at any rate tom is less of a tight ass than most. oh yea, b-boys and public enemy were two of the first bands to offer samples of their music via the internet in mp3 format....figures since they both rock my nut sack.

    Tom_Morello: I'm a self-taught guitar player. I took a couple of lessons when I was 13 and was very turned off by the rigidity of the musical doctrine.
    my comments: you are one of the greatest guitar players ever (in my non-guitar playing opinion) oh yea and so was jimi...self-taught that is.

    Moderator: Mike in Portland, OR. Tom- what guitarists had the most influence on your style of playing?
    Tom Morello: I was drawn to the instrument by the guitar heroics of guys like Jimmy Page and Randy Rhodes. But more eccentric players like Andy Gill from Gang of Four or Alan Holdsworth have also been an influence. These days my guitar playing is much more greatly influenced by DJ's, techno wizards, and odd noises around the house.
    my comments: check here to figure out what i think about j. page.

    Moderator: Al Dallas Tx. How do you feel about "selling yourself out" by putting music videos on MTV and such, a breeding ground for all the money makers out there today?
    Tom_Morello: Again, this is a question that is only asked by upper-middle-class white kids. When we got the thumbs-up from Leonard Peltier from his jail cell at Leavenworth penitentiary on our video for the song Freedom, we decided to go ahead with it despite some nagging and whining from elitist indie rock circles. When we got the thumbs up from sub-commandante Marcos from the jungles of Chiappas because he approved of our MTV video for the song People of the Sun, we decided to go ahead with it and braced ourselves for whatever whining was to come. We sleep well at night knowing that we have forced into 50,000,000+ households the case of Leonard Peltier and the struggle of the Zapatistas.
    my comments: was that vern asking that question? was tom looking straight at vern when he was answering that question? if it wasn't vern asking that question it must have been a KDVS listener of some kind. right on tom.
     

  • KDVS is doing the fundraiser show. If you wanted to make a donation you can call them at 530-752-0728 and you can get lots of stuff, T-shirt, sets of cds, other T-shirts etc. if you are a student it's 25 bucks if you are a worker person it's 35 bucks. there's my pitch...it's a big week for us in the radio station.
  • our fundraiser show went well, we had a guest dj..."daddy mack" we recorded the computer speaking whatever we typed and then worked it into the show with a script we prepared before the show. it went pretty well.
  • i dropped my sociology class and that's that.
  • i donated $20 and i'm getting two cds, good deal and it's a learning experience...open up to new music you people.
  • i'm not getting very many hits lately, but oh well. i could offer good mp3 sites on my site, but then i could get in trouble.

  • 4-9-99

  • went rock climbing it rocked...ha ha...gay. my hands are tired.
  • click my sponsor and you'll hook me up with a dime now! cool, great.
  • sociology looks really boring so far...may drop it...i have lots of papers...3 over 10 pages, gay. we'll see if i stick with it. got a week to make up mind yo. duh
  • jon is in san fran. gay. happy b-day.
  • rhyme, time. thyme. spice, nice.
  • so i'm going to sleep soon.
  • latin quiz tomorrow.
  • look to update editorial stuff soon.
  • okay it's updated here

  • april 7th

  • classes seem okay so far, we'll see.
  • tried formatting jon's girlfriend's (monique) computer...it worked then for some reason had registry problems...well i suck i guess.
  • 21 people are staying at our houses...it's crazy
  • need to update campus cinema page.
  • bye

  • April 3rd

  • What great band released two ground breaking albums in the same year? HintAnswer
  • Now that I wasted a lot of time trying to figure out that little bit of javascript I'll tell you the highlight of my many trips to Fry's. Standing in an aisle looking at cd-roms and some guy comes up to me and says he likes my shoes...i say thanks. he asks where I got them. an outlet store somewhere i reply. he says again they are really nice. yea thanks, i say again. he starts to look at the cd-roms and a couple seconds later asks if he can buy them. uh (laugh) i say. i'm serious, he says. uh, they're the only ones i have (laugh) i say. oh, they're really nice. that's all
  • gotta go eat.

  • April 1st

  • got back from break
  • i spent 3 days trying to fix dad's computer...to no avail. made 5 trips to fry's in search of the right motherboard, cpu, mouse, hard drive. at first the computer just froze lots and the mouse didn't work. i formatted. the mouse still didn't work. it still froze lots. i replaced mouse and used old hard drive because the new hard drive could not be recognized by the out-dated bios of the motherboard. installed mouse it worked only if the floppy wasn't hooked up...uh darn. used phil's old motherboard and cpu...didn't work. returned mouse got new motherboard...didn't work with dad's old 100mhz cpu or phil's newer cyrix 150+ cpu. took to mom's it worked with her cyrix 200+. weird. installed win NT for stability purposes...video ran only at 16 colors, weird, but the mouse worked and it wouldn't freeze - yay NT! microsoft can make good programs (other than word). one problem - fry's is gay and failed to check the socket there was a small plastic piece of shit missing which allows the cpu fan to be braced on the cpu. returned motherboard to fry's for exact same one, but with the vital piece...also bought cyrix 300+ cpu (only 45$!). hooked up - no video, no beeps, nothing except my head exploding. called phil in suicidal fit. i hooked up his 200mhz cpu to the same motherboard, set jumpers accordingly, no video, no beeps. the only thing different between the time i used mom's cpu and the time i used the new cyrix or phil's cpu are: the motherboard was a different physical board, but the exact same type, make, model, year, everything. monitor, keyboard, mouse and power cord. phil's mouse, power cord, keyboard, and monitor are all working for sure...pretty sure the same is true with dad's shit. therefore there are a few possibilities: the board doesn't like any cpu other than a cyrix 200+, the motherboard that i got (which was the only unopened one {straight from the factory, not touched and returned by any slimy fry's customers or employees}) was screwed up by some manufacturing flaw, or the final possible reason: god doesn't like me.  i think it's the last one.
  • class tomorrow.
  • took 1 hour to get home...davis airporter is gay.
  • no one, but scott, is home.
  • i got only one piece of junk mail during the break.
  • i'm thinking of installing NT on my system...maybe when i decide to format i will. i still don't know how to install NT without first installing 95...i don't have the boot disk so it sucks...it is the disk that has the inital setup info on it. gay shit. phil's going to try and get it...i need to send the shit to him. didn't have time to drop it off at his house.
  • 1 hour of class and 2 of work.
  • my schedule is fucking jacked this quarter...i'm going to die.
  • gay is the second best word ever.
  • need to update campus cinema page. shit
  • did install sarah's printer successfully. wow.
  • you should goto www.fontaddict.com and download some fonts.

  • gay

    March Archive

    3-20

  • one more final to fail, two down.
  • johnny is visiting...he's one of the easiest guys who i know to talk with.
  • it's 3am, i've been up since 7 and had about 5 meals, 4 hrs of work, 2 hrs of finals, 1 hour of hardcore sex and 3 hours of repenting.
  • night

  • 3-18-99

  • added gay shit to the very bottom of the page...we'll see if it helps.
  • long day: kdvs from 2-4, sleep 5-9, 9-9:02 talk with mom, 9:02-9:03 talk with boss...there IS work today. 10-12 cover for shirley at work, 12-1 kdvs lobby staffing, 1-2 attempt to make cart for kdvs, 2-2:01 give up and feel dumb, 2:02 get over it, 2:03-2:25 study, 2:26-2:45 sleep, 2:46 wake up to annoying asian couple being loud...what else is new?, 3:00-5 work yes more! 5-6 in library read some book on race manners...kinda interesting also look over notes. 6-7:45 review session for macroecon. 7:45-8:00 slow ride home. 8-8:15 settle down and choose music, 8:15-11:46 eat, talk, study, study, study.
  • tomorrow, somewhat better: wake up, study, eat. listen to paul's boutique (penultimate CD on the list) Check Your Head be the last. 1:30-3:30 microecon final, 3:30-5:30 macro review session #2, 5:45 eat and listen to Check your head. study study study.
  • saturday final 8-10 (macroecon) work 10-2, it'll suck.
  • mon. work 1-4
  • tuesday final from 1.5-3.5. 6p leave 4 home
  • latin is dumb.
  • tis all.

  • 3-15-99

  • work was gay, but then again when isn't it.
  • feature site for the meanwhile is this bitch's site, don't worry, she is a self-proclaimed bitch...warning she says some REALLY politically incorrect things...I don't agree with some I do with others, but this is a cool way of giving opinions without having to take the responsibility for having said them. =Þ
  • i updated the feature page...nothing new, but i wanted to have it on the feature page since i don't use it enough.
  • finals coming up...macro should be my biggest problem. latin could be the shocker though...the tests have been getting harder and harder and the final is a big part of the grade. i'll need to study for that.
  • that's all

  • 3-13-99

  • updated cd list...look at it?
  • almost done listening to all my cds through, every song...jeez
  • weekends are boring.

  • 3-13-99

  • everyone and their left nut has decided to go skiing tomorrow.
  • the show was bad. technically we screwed up too much, some dead air, songs going on the air while another was playing etc. it wasn't horrible, but it was our worst ever and it came at the worst time...prime time.
  • there isn't much to do on the internet.
  • balancing my checkbook is my favorite activity.
  • i get too much crap e-mail, i get too many crap phone calls, i get too much crap mail.
  • a poem by cdawg:

  • I am skinny
    I am not strong
    I am pessimistic
    I am lacking a girl friend
    I am not very studious
    I am no longer vulnerable
  • gay

  • 3-12-99
    ammendment:
    ben lee is good, we played him on kdvs. ship my body home is a good song, check it out at the grandroyal radio. here is the playlist, this is only what they have played recently, and what they are currently playing, so check out the fucking link below so you can listen to it. it's good offbeat music.
    oh yea, FYI: propellerheads is signed with grandroyal, that's cool. take california.
    • almost forgot: mybookmarks.com is a good site. backup your bookmarks there...also make them public there...i'm working on that. in the meantime check out my (cdawg) bookmarks here
    easier than i thought. here are my bookmarks using their system: gaymarks

    3-12-99 1am

  • macro quiz, technically today, will be a drag...macro is getting really hard, at the worst time.
  • from 8-10, yes premium time...vern and i will be on air here
  • we are filling in since the sports program is over for the quarter.
  • latin quiz will be the basic pain. except more so since there is sure to be recap of the pluperfect, perfect, fut. perfect, passive pluperfect, gay gay gay...and so on.
  • is 'nother' a word? well then why do we say 'that's a whole nother story'?
  • infix.
  • winamp should be out soon. good.
  • beastie boys have anounced their make-up dates
  • rage against the machine seemingly will never release their album....jeesh
  • kdvs has learned me much about non-popular music, namely that there is some good shit out there...you just need to look hard...i don't like looking very hard.
  • coyotemen, causey way, and cindy blackman are the best non-popular bands/artists that i've found at kdvs.
  • i don't owe anymore money to the big bad credit card companies.
  • 'leroy' called today offering a great new deal for discover card customers...lame
  • some other chick called just a few days ago with the same offer, for the first 30 seconds i listened then when she asked a question i told her (as i was playing madden 99) that i had just dropped a pass and she should call back never. she said okay, i hung up.
  • telemarketers are the lowest scum on the face of the planet.
  • grandroyal is good. they now have a 24hr shoutcast server...here
  • it's prety good. it's nothing completely new, but it is one of the first commercial labels to do that. of course they have that at www.bringthenoise.com... hip-hop of course. and chuck d is working on it...he also released public enemy's swindler's lust on mp3 on the webpage. it's a cool track. www.public-enemy.com, i believe.
  • hip hop is ahead of other genres. but they have more losers than any other genres, except the obvious country gays.
  • long update, mostly crap, no one cares.

  • 3-7-99

  • beastie boys rock
  • been talking with this guy over icq...he has his own beastie boys site (the beastie shrine) he knows practically everything about them...he has basically everything they have ever done, and he's even hooked me up with a couple mp3s. even better he lives in sac.
  • i'm not sick anymore...24 hour piece of shit i guess.
  • x-files was okay.
  • nothing much to report
  • mp3 lists have been updated...

  • 3-5-99

  • 190 visitors last month, that's 13 more than the month before, and it was a short month.
  • i'm sick, it sucks, hopefully i can get someone to cover for me at work.
  • took latin quiz today in a hazy state due to my cold. it sucked, but we can drop one grade so it should be okay.
  • my microecon midterm was eh, i got a C+, 4 points over the mean.
  • black sabbath is a good band
  • i've gotten 7 hits from the netherlands...don't know why, but that is the highest number of hits from another country, canada is in second with 6. probably people from icq.
  • put a counter on campuscinema site...holy shit...they get a lot more visitors than i thought, it's up to 629 and the counter was only on for a few weeks...jeesh.
  • it's gotten weird hits from the us military, italy, singapore, canada and others...the us military one was a bit of a surprise.
  • the distribution of hits i really funny too, most of my hits come between 10-11 pm most of the campus cinema hits come between 3-4pm.
  • enough of boring crap
  • students kick ass. students are some the smartest coolest people around, they are also some of the dumbest, but students are still cool in my book.
  • click on my sponsor.
  • i'm sick.
  • bye

  • 3/1/99

  • that microecon quiz after the curve was no longer a C it is now a B-. good.
  • latin is not so good - i don't like learning new languages, whether they be with numbers or letters....that's why math and foreign languages suck for me.
  • campus cinema page is going well i don't spend much time on it, but it is better than before, and now it has frames and a few added features and hopefully i'll figure out, or get help on, forms. if you know how to do them using html or java, tell me.
  • i'm going to go do my latin hw on relative clauses.

  • updated mp3 page, but not list, yet.

    February Archive:

    2-25
  • got a C on that microecon quiz...the average was lower than that...it was a bit tricky
  • biggest news today is that i finished updating the campus cinema page...it's up and the link is now on my sidebar. tell me what you think and if you see ANY screw ups tell me before i make a fool of the school.
  • that's all.

  • 2-21

  • Latin quiz was pretty good, i'll pass the class, econ wasn't that great, i'm getting a C in Macro and probably a B or high B in Micro.
  • found run dmc's christmas in hollis on mp3...it rocks and it's also the first real song they played in die hard..."Bruce Willis: How about some christmas music" Argyle: "this IS christmas music!" (the music turns up and the beginning of the second best movie ever is underway.
  • Johnny came up, that was cool, I don't know why he doesn't do it more often, at least the weekend wasn't a complete bore.
  • work on Sunday's sucks.
  • i slimmed down my mp3 list by 24 songs (i got two cds, but that only eliminated about 7 songs...the rest weren't being listened to).

  • 2-19

  • show was pretty cool.
  • we played some hip-hop that i picked out...just a few songs, but it was pretty good the guy before us plays hip-hop and even commented on the music i picked out...it was cool.
  • we had some funny moments, but it wasn't as good as the last show.
  • i went to the public-enemy.com website...it's pretty nice and has an mp4 (exe) file on it...along with a mp3 version of the same free song, they da bomb. chuck d even visits the website's message board and posts some of his own information or comments...that's pretty dope, i wish the beastie boys did that.
  • I checked out Run-DMC's greatest hits LP at KDVS...it rocks, i'm going to have to get some public enemy and run dmc as soon as i win the lotto.
  • gotta study for latin.

  • 2-17

  • got the radio show tonight...we'll see about that.
  • got a hit from thailand...cool
  • i'm using IE 5.0 and Outlook express from now on...not because they are that great but because netscape messenger crashes and ie 5.0 is quicker.
  • that's all...oh i'm going to try and get NT 4.0...i'll use that the next time i format.

  • 2-14

  • got work in the morning.
  • phil is here along with his girlfriend - andrea.
  • phil brought me the discontinued cd case, some beastie boys stuff...ill communication on vinyl, a sticker and a HUGE poster. oh and he brought some nice speakers too.
  • computer was giving me some problems...almost formatted, but i think i may have solved the problem, cross fingers.
  • i'm officially the updater for the campus cinema webpage. i went in and talked with susan, the student director, and she was really cool and basically told me that i could do whatever i wanted with the page...her brother had previously worked on it and it looks like he put a lot of work into it...there are backup copies of the webpage that look pretty nice...i'm going to see what i can do to improve on it...so far i've done only small stuff like having the subject field filled out automatically when trying to get free tickets. i got rid of the index page because it was one of those click here to enter deals. fixed up a few other tiny things...nothing big, yet.
  • work is going to suck...i'm going to apply to jamba juice in a couple weeks. i need to find a job for the summer while i'm up here...i also need to find what classes i'm going to take, if i'm going to take them. YMCA is the first priority.
  • rearranged my side of the room...again, that's twice this year for a total of 3 different configurations in 5 months...it's more than it sounds like. i'll have pics up soon enough. well a month or so anyway.

  • 2-9

  • Phil is coming up in just two more days...eagerly awaiting his arrival.
  • I got an A- on my Microeconomics midterm....ah yea.
  • latin is borin as ever but i only have 15 more weeks until i am completely done with it.
  • still not sure what i'm doing this summer...could be summer school, maybe not. i definitely have to goto YMCA camp with Sarah though. Hopefully I'll have time to see Johnny, get a job, and goto school.
  • no one has commented on my new sponsor link...i think it is the best part of the 'new' page.
  • i probably won't update past thursday until tuesday when phil leaves.
  • i need lots of compressed air, quick.

  • 2-4

  • show tonight...www.kdvs.org...the real audio might not be working though. sorry.
  • speaking of their webpage, i might be the webpage updater for kdvs soon enough...we'll see, no promises.
  • get back my microeconomics test on monday...grades posted on weekend...think i did pretty well.
  • later

  • 2-2
    updated rants page.

    Feb. 1st: (updated while listening to Queen's Greatest Hits)

  • part of my webpage overhaul will be to give my slant on issues that address all of us...corny? yep!
  • i'm also going to slim down the number of pages i have. I've gotten rid of the pictures page and added it to the now almost blank about me page.
  • I've added images as you can see. I'm going to add my commentary when you suggest something
  • I updated my mp3 list...winamp produced version and my own version.
  • Just as an aside from the webpage overhaul info: Jorgay (Jordan, I now call him Jorgay, just because he is worthy) has a piece of 8 X 11 paper posted next to his bed that reads: "Remember that everyone you meet is afraid of something, loves someone and has lost something" -Hope Hill. The person this is attributed to, Hope Hill, is a friend from LA. The statement struck me as so completely true and touching that I had to make my own response to it, here it is. To think that such geniuses such as Einstein, Socrates, and Jesus (cough) have come before us, yet never ever said anything as true as what Hope was able to say. I'm speechless.
  • I encourage you to check out the about me page...i've updated it since the previous lines...it doesn't have much directly about me, but one can figure out from the links etc., much about me.

  • I think that's enough updating for today...more to come when I feel like it.
     

    Jan 31 99

  • this page is boring
  • super bowl kinda sucked. chandler choked, and had he had a semi-average game for him then atlanta would have been there in the end...maybe a chance to win.
  • suggestions on changing this page? it's already easy to navigate...how about aesthetics?
  • that's all for now...next month i might have something cool
  • Jan 29 99
  • nothing interesting to report.
  • will update mp3 list soon enough
  • added list of domains that have visited me: here
  • the feature page has been updated with lots of links and my nfl prediction - Atlanta by 3
  • that's about all for now.

  • Jan 22 99

  • Y2deez nuts
  • radio show went well, have most of it on tape.
  • need to go to sleep.
  • i'm thinking about updating my meta tags some more to get more hits.
  • i have 3.5 hours of work tomorrow - covering for someone again.
  • two quizes tomorrow so i should sleep
  • 121 visitors so far this month, up from 112 for dec, 62 nov, and 51 for october...i'm getting more hits every day...that's cool.
  • still just that one hit from altavista, so far no more from search engines.
  • got a hit from bulgaria and hong kong the other day.
  • i'm sure everyone really cares...

  •  


    Jan 18 99

    * Johnny's Grammys are done, but came out very disappointing. Pulp swept all over and torn got best video for some strange reason...i guess the people that were voting hadn't seen intergalactic or body movin'. i've thought about having my own grammys, but decided not to.
    * 13.5 hours of work in three days - that sucks.

    Jan 15 99

    * updated mp3 list, uploaded mp3 list on word 7.0 format too.
    * renamed the movies.htm file in the lists directory to faves.htm, just in case you care or come across a link that points to that file, but doesn't exist.
    * click here for sponsor
    * go here for the body movin' video, it rocks and if you haven't seen it, it's worth the 42 meg download. you may want to use getright or a similar program in order to be able to resume the download.
    * do you like the stars or the dots that i was using before? mail me to inform me.
    * i saw clerks today, excellent film. if you don't mind sick humor i'd fervently suggest it. made on a budget easily under one million $, it makes you wonder how many great films we missed by making such pieces of shit like titanic and waterworld. the sabotage video was made for 100 grand, whereas m. jackson's 'scream' video was over 7 million bucks...what a shame.
    * now have the top ten albums of the 90s (thus far) kind of hard to come up with ten really great ones...90s weren't too solid, but it did produce the three best ever.
    from the song Freedom by Rage Against the Machine:
    "for all the diamonds / they’ll use a pair of clubs to beat the spades" My Interpretation/Info: for all the diamonds means for all the money (diamonds representing money), they’ll use a pair of clubs to beat the spades means that they will use clubs (like bats, sticks etc.) to beat (hurt, kill, batter, wound etc.) the spades (spades are tools used to farm therefore they probably represent farmers or the lower class. In summary: for money the elite will use weapons to injure or hurt the lower class.

    Jan. 14 1999

  • show is one week from now. listened to the guys that alternate with vern and i - they have pretty good chemistry when they talk, but their music doesn't flow very well and they use bands that are a little too well know (a no no in genres other than jazz, blues, latin and reggae).
  • updated my custom cd list! it now has the 'best songs ever' mix and the 'best albums ever' mix...proud of these, so check em out (they be under the themes link).
  • I would encourage all of you to listen to KDVS from 8-10 on thursdays, meagan is the dj, i've never met her, but she's got bomb ass music...rock n' roll. not classic rock, but it's awesome. you'll wonder why some of the stuff hasn't made it into the mainstream.
  • i've finally gotten audiograbber 1.4 working
  • feature page is slightly updated
  • big news: i got my first hit from a webpage - altavista.com (mp3+list) was the search...i guess the meta tags did help out.
  • yay

  • Jan. 7 1999

  • Break is over. I'm back.
  • Had the first show on KDVS (campus radio station) today from 2-4am. It was fun and Vern and I did pretty well. We are going to be on every other thursday from 2am to 4am, so look for us on the 21st. Goto KDVS web site for the real audio broadcast.
  • I updated my schedule, there was a change in my work schedule, I seem to be the work shift whore, which I guess is okay for now because I need the money.
  • X-Mas earnings: HP 560C color printer, laser pointer, clothes, receiver (Sony STR-DE915 w/ dolby digital the works!), money, money, money, money, money.
  • I've updated the feature page, it has some hot links y'all should check out. I will also update my links page.



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